Journal 1

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Dear journal,
I need help, I'm confused, high school is coming to an end real fast. It's the beginning of my junior year, and the days are flying by, and now I have to start looking at colleges. How am I suppose to decide what I'm going to do with the rest of my life when I still don't know who I am? Yeah I know I'm Leah Fronze 16 year old 11th grader. The worst part isn't that I don't know who I am it's the fact that I don't have any friends to help me with this tough decision. I walk down the hallways, and everyone stares at me as if I was a foreign creature from Mars. I'm a normal girl like every other girl on this planet. No I'm not captain of the cheerleading squad, like Brittney Hex, or captain of the swimming team, like Sara Sparks. I don't know who I am, or who I'm suppose to be, but it really doesn't help when I have every person in the high school that looks at me as if I was a ghost. It was only the first day, and I know everyone says high school is tough, but it gets better they say. I, of course, had some doubts about that. Everyone has looked at me like this since middle school, and I've learned to ignore it, but at the same time I've forgotten who I am. When I was a kid I had my high school life planned out, but now that I have actually experienced it I don't even know what I was thinking as a kid. I watched so many movies that made high school look like bliss, but it truly isn't. I can't even walk down the hallway without people whispering about me as if I couldn't hear them, and staring at me as if I couldn't see them straight. And what about the frequent posts about me online. I am a human being, and I do have feelings just like everyone else on this planet, and sometimes I want high school to be over in hopes of life getting better, but I don't want it to end yet because I don't know what I want to do with my life yet. I don't know if you understand, but I hope you can understand my dilemma.

-Leah Fronze

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Author's note-
I want your guys suggestions, I may not use them all but I will try. I want to try and make this somewhat long, maybe 20 chapters/parts.

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