Leave the bathroom as if nothing had happened without realizing that the disease has devoured me , I wash my hands to clean up the evidence, whether it is right or wrong no longer serves my conscience, my body surprised by a strange feeling that keeps me breathing and control my thinking , my head hurts and makes the time pass slowly ,refusing food now the air is my food ... it feels ys hear my dying flesh , that does not I mind my desire is to lose weight want to forget past , let it linger , I want a new body , another life begin.wrong desicion , pensa bad way , did not know this was going to destruction bring , deceived and blinded me lanze the cruel abyss and I just wanted to speed up my metabolism. My body transforms little bit lonely bones, eto no end just wanted to lose weight, because I fear watching me in the mirror, I have fear of just looking at my refection . Down numbers to parame in basculs but I see no difference and I devouring gluttony , I can not and do not want to accept my fat I feel that death looks at me and torture , bulimia and anorexia voice of my vomited , from my room can be hear the arcades I feel devil and tired in his eyes , vomiting in the morning and do not want to dine anything, is that meduele waste a meal , I see others eating and I'm dying of envy I hear a voice inside me telling me not to eat nothing that will stand me and asks :
"we fight for a size or perhaps qieres see more like others , do not eat resists is a trap fight for your beauty gets you food , not worth living if the idle away swallowing comfortable , look at those models I am your best friend and tell me a little envious not you die ? "...
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The pretty girls don't eat
VampireHello , my name is Ana and she is my mine, sister together we will help you to be perfect , we will not let you fall into the temptation of food, will not allow your engordes , you will be so light and so beautiful ... trust us and do not eat. My gi...