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Prom was over and it has been weeks since it ended, I haven't seen that nerdy girl I guess she finally caved in and gave up.

Hannah told me her parents called her and said she tried committing suicide the night she came back from prom, they said she took about 200 and something pills and that didn't seem to work she cut herself.

Self harm something that is common in bulled victims, I felt really guilty when she told me that. She was even crying saying what if she lost her life. It will all be her fault, I couldn't bare to see my girlfriend like that.

Yes me and Hannah are dating I asked her to be my girlfriend on Friday I've never been this happy, she's special and actually the first girl I've dated.

Over something stupid me and my friends have started and I felt bad having to drag her in this mess, I feel really guilty and I'm not kidding.

" bro you haven't touched your food, what's wrong with you?" Dean asked me, we were currently at lunch. Since I found out on Monday what that girl I mean Monroe did and that letter that said.

I can't take it anymore, I've not been myself I've been a wreck actually, me and the guys and also those who used to bully her were affected by this but mostly me, Craig and Dean.

"Man, I can't believe we took it that far, if she comes back we should stay away from her" Craig, said." She's a freak now because she started harming herself because of us" Dean said.

I couldn't bare hear them feeling all guilty, I mean this thing has affected all of us. This is all we've ever talk about in out lunch table.

And suddenly Hannah walks in the canteen crying, we all looked at each other thinking the worst, what if she was told she just died.

" babe what's wrong?"I asked her, while I embraced her in my arms, preparing for the worst." It was Danielle she beat me up in the bathroom and told me to stay away from you" she said.

You should've seen our faces how relieved we were," I'm so sorry babe I'll talk to her. I don't know why she's acting jealous I've told her several times to leave me alone" I said, while she sobbed and tears were on my shirt.

Normally guys won't mind when their girlfriends get their clothes wet with tears but I do, damn having a girlfriend is a lot more harder than I thought, the guys noticed me scrunching my nose in disgust and they laughed.

" Hannah it's okay don't cry, Travis here will make it up to you he'll buy you ice cream after school" Dean said smirking, " really thank you, babe I love you" she said dropping the 3 letter word bombshell.

I really like her but I'm not yet in the love stages, and she wa!ts me to say it back and I've told her a lot of times I'll say it when I'm ready. And this always leads to an argument.

The bell rang and u immediately stood up, breathing a sigh of relieve thanking sweet baby Jesus for saving me from this horrible situation I was in.

" times up, I have to go I'll see you at the parking lot after school okay. Make sure not to get detention CO's I'll leave you behind and take Danielle for ice cream instead". Said joking.

You should've seen her face it was priceless," you ain't gonna do such a thing, I swear I'll go all ghetto on you like I did to her" she said.

" if you went all ghetto in her, why did you come to me crying?" I asked, while we walked to class hand in hand." To get your embrace and hear you whispers sweet something in my ears and free ice cream after school" she said giggling, which irritates me co's she sounds like a dying cow.

Of course I'll never tell my girlfriend that co's I'll surfer from NaCl2'salt' which will make life hard. If your confused she'll not give me some in bed, get it?

" you snitch, you tricked me, I'm so angry and don't even try to apologize with your sweet kisses" I said, and ran to class trying to be dramatic and she chased me to my class, it was actually hilarious how she was running.

I got to class and sat down since I was 9 minutes late, she passed and looked through the window and mouthed I'll get you. It was actually fun to play and not be depressed about nerdy, I mean Monroe.

" thanks for joining us Mr Rodriguez, and I have a complaint about your homeworks for the past three weeks, it went from excellent to terrible, which let me to make investigation not only myself also other teachers" Mr micheals said.

I looked at him bored, just get on wit the lesson fatty I don't have time for your speeches and crap," okay, we shall continue with, simultaneous equations and they shall be a quiz on Friday please prepare" Mr micheals said.

The whole class groaned including my friends, at least they were getting Bs and Cs unlike me straight As home works and assignments and f exams NAD quizzes, very strange.

Thing is I never had motivation for school work I've always had people to spoon feed me, I was home schooled since I was 6 up until I was 15. So the teachers will just spoon feed me and I'll just pass.

That's why now I'm struggling here at school, I want someone who is patient to help me out, who will give me motivation to learn I grasp things quickly.

I remember I once had a bet in junior year with a guy name Chase about getting an A+ in math since I was the worst in class, I actually studied the whole night and got it. Because I had a motivation to show him I'll win the bet I'm not a failure.

Everyone needs inspiration, and it might come from someone or something you least expect.