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♡monroe♥

I woke up in a random room with white walls and the room didn't look familiar at all. Am I in heaven? I checked the biping sound and I was definitely not in heaven. Unless they had hospitals like this ones I've been to several times.

I looked at my hands my body was attached to several tubes and some machines and I remembered what I've done, and I totally failed. I looked at something that was resting in my arm which was covered in bandages. I guess to cover the cuts.

" mum?" I whispered with my croocky voice, you could tell I haven't spoken for a while, I wonder how long I've been in here..

" yes, honey your awake. Quick Daniel call the Dr Seuss she's awake" she said, almost chocking on her spit. She looked horrible bags below her eyes, like she's not been sleeping for days.

"Mum, I'm sorry to put you through all this, I'll never try something like that since I've been given a second change" I said, in between sobs. I felt horrible for putting my parents through all that.

" shh! It's okay, honey I'm here. I'm glad you woke up and your alright" she said, and my dad and the doctor came in.

" hello, sweetheart" he said with a friendly smile. He looked really young to be doctor, with blonde hair, blue eyes and dimples and a nice jaw line that a lot of women me included will go crazy to run my fingers through.

He was tall but not that scary tall, he had a nice build body, probably a six peck. But nothing beats that horrible person who calls himself Travis.

I don't know why such beauty was wasted on such a horrible person, I hope guilt is eating him up for what he did, since he's the one who shows guilt quicker than his friends.

" uhm, sweetheart can you hear me? Are you okay" the doctor asked me. I'm so embarrassed and I'm blushing and my face is so red like a tomato.

I can't believe I'm checking the doctor out, and he caught me doing it and he smirked, is that even professional to smirk at your patience.

My parents were oblivious of what I just did and that I was blushing they just looked so worried which made me feel so awful.

The doctor checked me if I was okay, he was scribbling some notes on the clipboard while he instructed the nurse that was looking at him hungrily to remove some of the tubes and machines. See I'm not the only one.

" okay Mr and Mrs Harper, your daughter is out of the woods, I honestly thought she'll take about a month to be okay. But she's a fighter and I'll discharge her tomorrow I just want to watch her for the night" he said.

" thank you doctor, I'm glad you could help us with our only beautiful child" they said." Okay now I want you to go and rest you've been here everyday without resting,I want to talk to her alone, you two go and rest and come back tomorrow" the doctor said.

My parents finally left after a struggle , the doctor told the nurse to live to give me some privacy, "hey, there" he said smilling. Gosh this doctor has a gorgeous smile.

Damn this pills in my system must be messing with my hormones, don't check out the doctor he's old he's old, I mentally scowled myself.

" hey" I said shyly." It's okay don't be scared. I know your aware what you've done two weeks ago" he said taking my hand into his, this action made me feel all fiddly and have butterflies in my stomach.

This is so not cool, Monroe reacting like this to your doctor, whatever." Yes I'm aware" I said trying to compose myself. He realized and smiled.

" you've been in a coma for 2 weeks, eventually you've lost a lot of blood from cutting your wrist, and I had to sadate you or I was going to lose you. your a very beautiful young lady you should know that" he said squeezing my hand reassuringly.

Doctor is that professional your touch making patience feel this good and electrified. Okay I'm officially high on medicine and my cerebellum is screwed up.

" I know, and what I did is not justifiable" I said looking down.He took his fingers and lifted my chin so that I can look at you.

" look whatever your going through try to be strong and find a better way of dealing with it than harming yourself. Don't give whoever is hurting you the satisfaction of seeing you crumbling down, because that's what they want" he said.

I just nodded my head, and tears streaming on my checks he wiped them with his thumb, talk about tissue thumb." You know I'm your friend and you can speak to me right?" He asked me.

" yes and thank you so much doctor Suess, you really helped me deal with this in a better way" I said, sincerely." The pleasure is all mine, now I was supposed to hand you over to the suicidal therapist, but I've decided otherwise" he said smilling.

I didn't understand why, did he think I was danger to myself and also I'm not mantally stable I have suicidal thought, most doctors would think that heck even therapist.

" why though?" I asked confused, did I mention he was still holding my hand." Well I want to be your doctor and therapist, my wife had bulimia too and anorexia she was bullied by her co-workers and people around her, I actually helped her out with that, if you see her now you'll not believe she used to be skinny" he said smilling.

Wife alert, this guy has a wife, isn't he too young to be married, " I know what tour thinking yes I'm married and a have a 6 months son, I'm not that young im 28. And I really want to help you, do you trustt me?" He asked.

" yes I do, and I'll let you help me your not young by the way" I said chuckling." And you've gained weight by the way'' he said looking at me. I won't call it checking me out cos's that's not what doctors do to their patients.

"And your right, I'm feeling sleepy can I sleep" I said, yawning." Must be the new pain killers they're pretty strong, I'll let you rest now beautiful" he hugged me and left.

His so caring and wonderful, I can't believe he called me beautiful. He reminded of that phony devil's spawn, he used to call me that.

Doctors make you feel better in so many ways,especially when they're smoking hot♩♪♬