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1st kiss

Ana POV

I woke up and could feel my heart swell up with happiness. I'm going to school and I'm going to see tai and im going to do it.

As I made my way out of the house after a rushed breakfast and quick goodbye kiss on the cheek by my mom, I ran as fast as I could to school, hoping to get there early to talk to Tai.

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All day I have been chickening out. I knew I said I would do it today but every time we're close , my heart betrays me and I start to shake slightly.

Me and tai also got put together to do this project for English and I couldn't be more happy. I know she is happy with it to cuz when the teacher called both of our names out she turned to me beaming with a smile that reached to her eyes. That moment we agreed to get started with it tonight at my house and I nearly died.

I promised myself i would do it. When she came

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Right after school i said goodbye to tai and sprinted to the house with a bounce in my step.

Once I got there I yelled at my mom from the hallway on my way upstairs that a friend was coming over for a project at 6.

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Weve been working for the past half hour and were technically almost done, even though we still have two weeks to finish.

Every second that passes we grow slightly closer and I can feel it in the pit of my stomach. I have to do it. So I mustered up all of my courage.

While we were looking at the laptop shoulder to shoulder laying on my bed on our stomachs.I swallowed hard and got ready to do it but at the same time that I turned my head sideways.

So did she.

Her eyes were a deep pitch black abyss i wanted throw myself into.everything felt like it slowed down and I felt like I was falling into them and all that I could feel and hear was the hard thumping of my heart.
Her eyes moved to my lips.
Mine did the same to hers.

I didn't even have to ask. She was the one that leaned in first.

I have never felt this way before.
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I woke up by the sound of my mom outside of my bedroom door yelling and banging on it for me to come out.

It was all a dream. A memory. A memory of when Tai and I kissed for the first time, and I didn't even get to that part.
Because of my mom.

I felt a sharp pain in my heart like a dagger just got shoved into it. With my mom still outside my door yelling for me to get up, I suddenly remembered, that will eventually be all I have left. Memories and dreams if i dont fix it soon.

Tears silently fell from my eyes and sobs escaped from my lips as I got out of bed to change.