Can You Die For Me?

Chapter 3

Song: Red - Let It Burn /Soundtrack- Requiem for a Dream



Kimmball####

I Pry my eyes away from Patient 666 and walk with Oliver on my Hand to a free table to Play a Little bit with him. I'm still so confused, where am i? Am i still in the Velvet Valley Mental Institute? Did i skip back in time? Is this some sick prank? What the hell? ''Hello Kimmball'' says the older woman from earlier with a sweet smile and sits down in the chair across from me. ''Heloo um..'' i trail of, not knowing her Name ''Oh my Name is Herta'' she says with a smile, making her eyes crinkle. ''Nice to meet you i'm Kimmball-no wait! you already know my name'' i giggle the last part and slap my Hand in my forehead, burrying my face in my palm. ''You didn't Change one bit'' she laughs as well and i look up ''didn't Change? What do you mean? Iam so confu-'' i quiet myself when a black haired Girl that i have never seen before sits down in the chair beside me ''Heey'' she greets me with a smirk ''Hello?'' i greet back ''I'm Arzaylea and you are new?'' she asks me and smiles ''Um.. Yes. I am new why?'' i ask her and let Oliver paint on my Hands with felt-tip pen. ''Oh, i just know. You can still smell the scent of fresh air in your hair, you have this newbie look on your face and you already have a Stalker so congrats'' she laughs and Looks behind my shoulder where i can feel eyes boring through me. ''Oh crap..'' i mutter ''why?'' Arzaylea asks me and Plays with her black hair ''He is probably the reason why i'm here'' i say silent and before she can something more another Patient sits with us, he as a blond quiff with a black lip ring and smiles sweetly ''Hello'' he says with a thoothy grin ''Hey Luke'' greets Arzaylea and turns back to me ''I do love your make up'' she says to me and i thank her silently. I don't know why i'm so shy, probably because i'm not used to this, People talking to me i rarely have 5 friends. ''Hey don't ignore me'' Luke yells and i jerk back from my spot ''Sorry'' i mumble ''Oh no i'm sorry, i shouldn't have yelled. You are new here right? What's your Name?'' he asks me question after question ''Yes i'm new here and my Name is Kimmball'' i say and smile slightly ''I'm Arzaylea'' she suddenly speaks up and i laugh quietly. ''Ya know, ya got a admirer'' Luke whispers and Points behind my back, i sneak a peek and see Patient 666 looking intently at me, his head propped on his Hands. ''How Long is he starring at me'' i ask them back and we made a Little head circle ''since you walked into the room, even then he starred at the door like he was waiting for you to come in'' Arzaylea says and giggles. I look unsure of the Feeling i get. suddenly a Nurse Comes in and smiles brightly ''Lunch time'' she says loud enough for everyone to hear and i don't know what to do, where do i hav eto go? Where is the cantine ''come on i'm starving'' Arzaylea grabs my elbow and yanks me out of the chair and the way to the cantine. I have Oliver on my other Hand and he is already like the Little brother i never had. As we get to the cantine we see everyone in their seats, chatting and eating just like in highschool. Then we laugh at the next sight, Luke trying to Balance 4 trays, one on his head, two on his left arm and one on his right arm. He sees us and gestures with his head to the empty table in the middle of the cantine. Arzaylea walk to the table and Luke puts each tray down slowly. To be honest the Food Looks quiete good ''looking better than you thought?'' Oliver asks me with his mouth full of Food, he spits a Little bit and has Sauce on his face. I laugh at him a Little and whipe is face clean with a tissue. We all eat and Chat, to get to know each other and get along really well. After our lunch we get back assigned to our rooms and i didn't know they have single and pair rooms. The Doc says i have a pair room, but i don't know who. A Guard guids me to my room and i'm a Little bit nervous about Meeting my room mate. We walk to the second floor and pass the room numbers 664, 665 and then 666 ''So here we are'' he smiles at me and i shake my head ''Oh no this has to be a mistake'' i whimper, please not him. The Guard Looks at his clipboard and shakes his head '# No mistake Kimmball, this is your assigned room. If you have Troubles use the Little bell and a Guard will check on you. Other than that, suit yourself at home'' he says and waits for me to enter my room with Patient 666. I walk in and see him laying on his bed, Hands clapmed together on his stomach and his right leg in a angle. The door behind me Closes and a click noise could be heard, now i'm locked in this room with him. I am slightly shaking and turn away from the door to walk to my bed but bump into a broad chest. I look fastly up to meet those dark eyes and an evil grin '' Hello Darling'' he says and snakes and arm around me, this warmth is there again. I lay my Hands on his chest and push him away slightly ''Please don't, i'm begging you'' i say and look away ''Oh, you are going to beg for much more tonight, beautiful. I'm going to destroy your innocence '' he says and drives the side of my face up with his nose, like he's smelling me. I rip my eyes open, oh no you aren't. Suddenly a lighting makes a loud noise and it starts pouring. I take the Chance and jerk away from him and i am pissed is an Understatement. Are all Boys the same? Do they all want just the V-Card from a Girl? Just Sex? What is so wrong with making love? ''The hell do you think you are?'' i ask him loudly and his head snaps back to me, his eyes more darker then before ''You are not going to yell at me Kimmball'' he says through gritten teeth''And what is i do? huh? You going to beat me?'' i say back and ball my fists, in the next second he walk at me with a Stern face and wants to Punch me, i dodge him and kick him in his balls, slinging my arm around his neck and jumping over him, Spinning him and crashing him down on the ground. Thanks to my brother for showing me this move. I was about to sit on him but he grabs my ankle and Flips me down, crawling fastly over me and Holding my wrists in his ''Get off me'' i demand and try to wiggle free ''Why don't you like me? What did i do wrong?'' he yells in my face ''This is all your fault, you brought me here.'' i yell back ''I was just taking with me whats mine!'' he yells in my face and Looks me deep in the eye. ''But i don't even know you!'' i say, my eyes start to sting with fresh tears ''No no no, don't cry. Please i don't want to make you cry. Please don't cry, i'm sorry'' he rambles and takes my face in his Hands, laying his forehgead against mine and the femilar warmth engulfs me, what does that even mean. ''I-It's Okay..'' i mumble and he smiles brightly. He stands up and i was about to stand up too when he beats me to and takes me up bridal style ''Whoops'' i say and claw at him, i'm not used to this because i'm from the curvy Girl Generation and Boys never carry me, they would carry my thin friends but not me, i mean i'm not to much or something but still not a model size. ''What?'' he asks me confused ''I'm to heavy let me down'' i protest and i don't know why i'm normal to him, i want to be mad at him but don't at the same time, what is Happening with me? '' you are not heavy at all'' he says and lays us down on his bed, mine is on the other side of the roomand i am now laying on his stomach. After a Moment of silence he speaks up '' Why do you hate me?'' he asks with a cracking voice. I sit up and look away ''It's not that don't like you, god, i don't even know you. How am i supposed to react when the that i have as a roommate says something like you said earlier to me? You were the one who chased me i the halls, were you? I have a right to get an explaination. now.'' i say and look at him. He sighs and sits up '' This is going to be a Long Story-'' ''I have time'' i state curiously ''Yeah, and if i cry at some Point don't blame me because this is the utterly truth that i am going to tell you'' i say with a shaky voice ''Okay'' i say silently. He takes a Moment and sighs ''The Velvet Valley Mental Institute had opened in 1789 and i got checked in in 1823 that's how everything began..''