This is 3:21 of night and here i am writing....don't know what 2 do so.....This is my 1st work ever hope u guys read and like it......
ENGLISH IS NOT MY LANGUAGE SO GRAMMATICAL ERRORS SHOULD BE MENTIONED...THAK YOU...
WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT...??? I YELLED AT HER WHEN SHE WAS LOOKING AT ME WITH UTTER SURPRISE.....IT WAS ME SHOUTING AT MY BEST FRIEND.... EMILY....SHE WAS BLONDE ,SHORT HAIR AND HAD BROWN EYES ...
SHE DID KNOW WHAT WAS I THINKING ....SHE SAID TO ME "WHY NOT ????"
I REALLY CAN'T BELIEVE SHE COULD DO THAT 2 ME.... I MEAN REALLY??? HOW DO YOU POP-ON TO YOUR BEST FRIEND AND SAY YOU ARE GONNA DIE SOON.....!!! I MEAN NO ONE DOES THAT...
WE WERE BEST FRIENDS FOR A YEAR NOW SINCE I LEFT MY OLD SCHOOL...AND IN NEW SCHOOL I HAD NO-ONE TO TALK TO SO I MADE HER MY NEW BESTFRIEND....... WELL I WAS MAD AT HER AND I SHOULD BE I MEAN ANY ONE WOULD BE MAD AT HER IF HE KNEW WHAT IS SHE GOING TO DO....
I NEVER DEALT WITH DEATH BEFORE BUT TRUST ME I HAVE SEEN PEOPLE GOING.....LEAVING......BUT LIKE THIS.......????? I WASN'T READY FOR THIS....I KINDA DON'T UNDERSTAND WHAT MADE HER THINK THAT HER GOING WON'T EFFECT ANY-ONE????
LEAVING PEOPLE DOES CHANGE YOU SOMETIMES IN POSITIVE ASPECT SOMETIMES IN A NEGATIVE ONE....AND I WAS DAMN SURE THIS IS NOT GONNA CHANGE ME IN A POSITIVE ASPECT.......
WELL WE PAST A YEAR TOGETHER PLAYING ,LAUGHING AT RANDOM JOKES,BUNKING CLASSES,MAKING FUN,GETTING WET IN RAIN,HAVING COFFEE ON A RAINY DAY......WE DID EVERYTHING TOGETHER.....
I COULNOT EVEN THINK OF MY LIFE WITHOUT HER.....I MEAN DUDE SHE IS LIKE A LIFE TO ME.........
ALL THE YEAR I PASSED IN THAT SCHOOL WITH HER WAS MY TREASURE......BUT WHY SHE CAN'T GET IT I MEAN A PERSON HAS A LOT OF PROBLEMS THAT PISS HIM OFF BUT SUCIDE IS NOT A SOLUTION I DECIDED TO MAKE UP MY MIND THAT I AM GOING TO TALK TO HER....
I DIDN'T KNOW WHERE TO START HERE I AM STANDING IN FRONT OF HER TRYING TO SAY SOMETHING TO HER ...MY EYES WERE SAYING BUT MY LIPS WERE NOT....SUDDENLY THE TIME I PASSED WITH HER FLASHED INTO MY EYES AND EVERTHING I COULD SAY WAS "PLEASE DON'T"......
SHE JUST WALKED .....WITHOUT SAYING A WORD.....I WAS HURT AND I MOVED TO SOMEWHERE NO ONE COULD HEAR ME.....AND I CRIED SO BITTER NO-ONE KNEW......EXCEPT FOR ME....
IT IS SO MUCH PAINFUL THAT I NOW KNOW THAT SHE IS NOT GOING TO BE WITH ME.....EVERY SECOND THAT PASSES I THINK THAT SHE WONT BE WITH ME,AND IT HURTS SO MUCH..... I WOULD BE EASIER FOR ME IF HAD NOT TOLD ME.....
NO IF I COULDNOT CONVINCE HER I WILL CARRY THE GUILT AROUND FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE......THAT I KNEW BUT I COULDNT DO ANYTHING FOR HER......
