Sadness over whelms her, but she doesn't let it show. The smile she shows is worthless, she just wants to let go.
Her fears of change consume her and its grip on her is tight. Her world is at a stand still she'll never win the fight.
No one could ever love her for who she has become. Lashing out in rages and hurting the ones she loves.
Her heart decides to try again and maybe feel no pain. Shes happy for a week or two, but scares her love away.
Her heart slips in to a coma, maybe for the best. She wishes life was better and would maybe let her rest.
