Rejects [ Jimberlake AU ]

Chapter 7

A/n: Sorry for the late update and the short chapter. I actually got the chapter written on a paper but I lost it and yeah, the short chapter. Hope you like it .x

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Wow, was all the boys could say after the little, slightly heated make out session they shared earlier on. Both boys clearly didn't expect it from each other but they know that it would happen soon and it seems like that time has come.

Justin knew, for a fact that he have a genuine feeling for the older boy and he was very glad that he followed what his heart wants. His heart wants to kiss Jimmy. So that's that. There's no arguement in that and Justin didn't feel like arguing.

Anyway, he just wanted some explanations from the other boy who seems to stay quiet after the make out session. Jimmy, on the other hand, was still shocked by the whole situation. He couldn't believe that he have the courage to press his lips back to younger boy, much less making out with him. He was internally freaking out because he just realised that he and Justin had kissed and feel a shimmer of hope in his heart. Maybe, just maybe, Justin could return his feelings back.

But, of course, those annoying 'what if' questions have to come back into Jimmy's head flooding his mind with his insecure thoughts. What if the kiss was only for a bet? But, as far as he knew, Justin only hang out with him and didn't have a friend beside Jimmy. What if it was just 'spur in the moment' thing? That could be possible because Justin would never feel the same way like he did towards Justin. That's what he thought anyway. What if it was only for an experiment? God knows what could Justin was experimenting for. What if it was only to lead Jimmy on? Jimmy would be very heartbroken if that happen.

There are so many questions swirling around inside his head but the only thing that he could let out is, "Why?"

"Hmm?" Justin hummed questioningly as he looked at the silent older boy.

"Why did you kiss me?" Jimmy asked again, but this time in a more quiet voice.

"Did you not like it?" Justin asked instead of answering the older boy's question.

Jimmy blushed and look flustered for a moment before answering, "Well, I love... it. But why?"

"I know that you have a feeling for me."

Jimmy's breath hiched at the blunt statement. How did Justin know. Jimmy thought that he did a good job at hiding it so how did Justin find out?

"Remember when you kissed me while I was sleeping Jimmy? Well, I wasn't even quite close to sleeping at that time. I was still wide awake. When you kissed me, I feel shocked and hurt. Shocked because of you kissed me out of nowhere and hurt because why didn't you just do it when I was awake and sober?"

"Remember that time when you said 'I love you'? You thought that I was sleeping but I'm actually not. That's when I know Jimmy. That's when I know that you have a feeling for me. That you thought me as more than just a friend. Why didn't you tell me Jimmy? I would have understand. Why Jimmy? Why?"

"You wanna know why?! Do you really wanna know why?!" Jimmy finally speak up. Justin nodded and waited for the older lad to continue speaking.

"That's because I was scared," whispered Jimmy.

Justin's expression softened at his friend and asked in a much softer voice, "Scared of what?"

"Everything. I was scared that you might not feel the same way like I did. I was scared to be rejected by you. But most importantly is that I am scared of losing you. I don't want to lose you, J. You are important to me . You are my everything. I don't want to lose my everything," Jimmy explained.

Justin's heart skipped a beat at Jimmy's confession. He didn't know that he mean that much to Jimmy and to hear Jimmy talk his feelings out and talk about Justin like he was the most precious thing ever, make the butterflies in his stomach going crazy. His heart swells with love. The love that was for Jimmy and for Jimmy only.

Justin scooted closer to where Jimmy was sitting on the bed and lifted the older boy's chin before firmly pressing his lips to the other's. They both could literally feel the cliché sparks everyone was talking about as soon as their lips touched each other's. It was a best feeling that cannot be describe by word and that none of them wanted to ended but of course they have to pull away for one thing called air.

Justin panted breathlessly as he placed his forehead on Jimmy's. The kiss took his breath away. Jimmy took his breath away. Justin then smiled and rubbed their nose together in an Eskimo kiss which is quite endearing to watch, to be honest.

"You are an idiot Jimmy."

By that time, Jimmy already have this big grin on his face -- despite what Justin called him -- as he stared at Justin. God, he really love this boy.

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So I got like one more chapter left which is the epilogue. Vote pls and leave some feedback. Thank you for reading. I love you. x