It happened twelve years ago. I was sitting in the passenger seat of the car with my dad. We were at a red light then it turned green, we starting driving when it happened. Somebody t-boned us. The next thing I noticed was us in the hospital and I wasn't allowed to see my dad. He had to have brain surgery. And yes that is the worst type of surgery because it is very dangerous. He had to have brain surgery and all I got was a broken leg and some cuts and bruises. But I'm 17 now and I can forget about it. Did I mention what my dad suffered from? Yes that's right he got a brain tumor and now the doctors say he might not make it. I can't believe they are saying that now when it happened twelve years ago. But he's my dad he can't die. I need him.. All that will be left in my family will be my mom and me. This can't be happening. I decided to call my best friend Louis. And yes Louis from One Direction.
Louis- Hello?
Me- hey can I talk to you about something?
Louis- sure what is it?
Me- well remember the car accident thing? Ya well my dad got a brain tumor from that and now he might die!
Louis- OMIGOD im so sorry that's terrible. I'm coming over.
Me- hurry
Louis- bye
I heard the door bell ring so I went downstairs. It was Louis. "Come in." "Thanks so how are you doing?" Louis said while hugging me. "Not well at all." I said while I was just plain balling. I couldn't stop the tears. "Where is your dad?" Said Louis. "He's at the hospital for some tests. I answered. "Well I know what will make you feel better." Louis said. "What?" "You can visit him in the hospital tomorrow and talk to him." Said Louis. "I guess." I replied back. "Well it's getting late, I should probably get home." "Ok thank you so much." I said with tears streaming down my face. I thought that it might be a good idea to get some sleep cause I don't want to be tired tomorrow. When I crawled into my bed I started thing of when it happened. It was the scariest moment of my life. I fell asleep. I woke up balling my eyes out. I looked at the clock and it said 2:31. I was having a nightmare that my dad died so I told my mom and then I slept with her.
I woke up and I went down to go get breakfast when One Direction surprises me with a song. They were all singing Momets. It was so nice to know that I have friends that are nice enough to do something like this. I know the boys but Louis is definitely the one that I know the most. I went upstairs to my room and just started crying cause that song makes me think of my dad. He is still alive but maybe not for long and I just can't believe it. Louis came up and told me that Harry has the biggest crush on me, and I'm not going to lie I kind of ha one on him too. I don't want to tell anyone though cause I've kinda maybe had one on him for awhile.
When the boys left I decided to call Louis and tell him.
Louis- hello?
Me- hey I have to tell you something.
Louis- what is it?
Me- well remember today? Ya well I kinda really like Harry back.
Louis- OMIGOD YAYYYY!!!!! I can't wait to tell him!!!!
Me- YOU CAN'T!!!!!
Louis- why not?
Me- I'm a shy person...
Louis- well how else are you going to date him?
Me- DATE HIM????
Louis- ya well I kind of have to go make lunch so byeee!!!!
Me- bye!!!! Text me later!!!
Maybe having a boyfriend wouldn't be the worst thing in the world. You know having someone to be there to support me, to cuddle me when I'm down, and just knowing that someone loves me. I'm really scared to go to the hospital and to see my dad. I have no clue what he will look like and how he is doing. But mom really wants me to go and I'm sure my dad would be happy to see me there considering I haven't seen him in 2 days cause he is practically going to be living at the hospital for the rest of his life. So my mom wanted me to go but honestly it is so boring I mean like seriously what do u do at hospitals??? It was getting around dinner time and my mom asked me what I wanted for dinner. I asked her what the options were she said "let's go down to the cafe and see what is there." I was thinking in my head ewwwwwww hospital food but I didn't want to say anything cause my dad is kind of dying so um ya.
So when I was walking down to the cafe I got a text and it was from Harry!!!! OMG it said
Harry- "I was wondering if you wanted to go to the park tomorrow and have a picnic?"
Me- "I'd love to what time?
Harry- "Idk, what time works for you?"
Me- "how about noon?"
Harry- "sounds great I can't wait to see you there!"
Me- "cya!"
OMG Harry just asked me out!!!! I'm so happy!!!! WAIT,WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO WEAR??? Ah crap I didn't think this one through... Oh wait I can wear my new romper! It's pink with little blue flowers and I can straighten my hair! I asked my mom if I could just drive home now. She said yes but she said say goodbye to your father. "Bye daddy I love you!" I said. I got in my car and blasted my music. What can I say music is my turn on. One Direction came on the radio they were singing What Makes You Beautiful. They started singing "that's what makes you beautiful, oh oh." And I just replied yes, yes I am thank you boys. I got home and I was home alone cause my mom still wasn't home. I started worrying it was 12:49 in the morning. Well I might as well get some sleep so I brushed my teeth, washed my face and brushed my hair. I got in my bed and practically passed out.
I woke up and my mom came in and made me breakfast in bed. I asked why she was being so nice to me. "Sweetie I need to tell you something." "Yes?" "Your father passed away this morning." She said as tears started streaming down her face. I started crying then I just gave my mom a big hug and we cried together. I told her about my date today, I just wanted to know if I should reschedule. She said it was up to me so I decided that I could go. I called Louis and told him to come over so I could talk to him about my dad passing on. He came over right away.
I heard the doorbell ring so I sprinted to the door and his arms were wide open so I ran into him and hugged him and I started balling my eyes out. He said "everything is going to be okay, something good is going to come out of this I just know it." That's the thing I love about Louis he is always there for me and he always knows what to say. He said "I'm so sorry for your loss. If there's anything up I can do for you just call me." "Louis, you're my BESTFRIEND isn't that enough?" "I guess." He said.
