Jesusy's Diary: The Rising Poetess

I will be Reality

I cried like a baby

College is near

I don't know how to act

I'm overwhelmed by the fact

I'm sixteen yet marked by naivety

Overshadowed by self-pity 

enclosed in a shell, locked by insecurity 

filled with so  much negativity 

For I smell my future to be freakin' musty 

My inner self plans a mutiny

against this world so unfair 

No one ever seems to care

Someone listen to me please 

For their ears need a repair 

Maybe I can commit suicide 

But that will stain my pride

I don't want to end up as rubbish 

Guess my life's a bit roguish 

for they don't know what's going on 

But life won't stop, it goes on and on 

Whatever may come: surprises;many unknown 

My vulnerability won't stop 

because I have the ability 

to be who I wanna be 

And to turn my dreams into reality!