Long walks on the beach, watching the ocean swallow the sun.
Candle lit dinners, sweet wine germinates my tongue.
Every night we lie down and gaze at the stars.
Our simple picnics at the park, sweet fragrance of lavander tickles my nose.
The birthday gifts, anniversary presents and even those Christmas presents.
Those expensive presents that you have given me.
The love you showered upon me.
You've given me your sweetest kisses.
You tucked me to bed, and kissed me goodnight.
Comforted me in my hardships and trials.
You held my hand when I was about to fall.
You accept me for me.
Excruciatingly none of those are true I dream, my daydreams.
It's a fraud, a hallucination, a mirage and only an illusion.
I was deceived of what I saw, it was just this puny dream.
So when will you start to love me? It just stabs me seeing them together.
What now?.....
