Chapter 4- Numb

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IK ITS SAD af but please u wont regret reading the book...
*MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING*
--Alice's POV--
I ran and I ran away from that dreadful place I used to call home...until I found a place to stay...
It wasn't very nice. More like a cheap old motel...

I was sitting there on my bed. Drinking.
I couldn't feel...all I could do was stare into the nothingness I had left...

I was alone. It was dark.
I drowned myself in alcohol...till I felt numb
I had no will to keep going...
My life is meaningless in this huge world...why am I even still alive?...
Im a failure...I deserve the pain John gave me...
He was right...

I wanna die. I wanna scream. I wanna cry. I wanna feel something real.
I can't escape the numbness that I feel.
I can't escape the memories.
"FREE ME!" I screamed into the quietness of my room...then everything went blank...
I just hope that I'm dead...

--Dan's POV--
I should die...
Why am I even still here?
What happened to the boy who used to be happy?
What happened to the boy I used to be?

I sat the on my bed...Phil was sleeping...
I swallowed pill after pill..
Hoping they could numb the pain from the blood dripping to the bed sheets from my fresh cuts.
I didn't care anymore...

I took more and more...who even cares if i die?
I cut more and more...slowly bleeding onto the sheets...
I'm tired of this pain!

I grabbed a rope...tied it to the ceiling...got on a chair and put the rope around my neck...
"FREE ME!" I shouted and Phil burst through the door just as i kicked the chair...and then it all went blank...
I just hope that I'm free...
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SORRY SORRY SORRY PLEASE DON'T KILL ME
it will all be okay just trust me...

And as always I love you all!!
Stay amazing!!

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