broken but together

.:why:.

"Come out the shower and I'll teach you.'' He said as he grabbed my arm.

  He lead me to his room. "I'm not suppose to be in here.'' I tried wriggling out his grip. "Nah don't worry about it. If I say it's ok then you can, ok.'' He loosed his grip. "O-ok...'' I complied. "Just sit there.'' He point to his bed. I jumped on it. To my suprise it was comfortable. "You like it?'' He chuckled. I shook my head 'yes'. "Good 'cause I wouldn't want you to be uncomfortable.'' He started to crawl to me on the bed. He started to rub his hands on my body till he reach my 'private parts'. I pushed his hands away. "Stop.'' I said. "Why?'' He played innocent. "Mama told me to not let anyone touch me there.'' He grinned. "But we're going to play a game so it makes it ok, right?'' I shifted uncomfortably. "I-I guess.'' He continued to touch me. I felt uncomfortable but his touching started to feel good even though I barely new what he was doing. "S-stop.'' I barely let out the word. "It feels good though doesn't it?'' He looked at me. I looked away in embarrassment. Although it was uncomfortable it also felt good. I stayed scilent until he brought out of his pants his 'thing'. I counldn't believe it I saw a boys 'thing'. His 'private part'. He put it to the entrance of my 'private part'. "Don't scream, ok?'' He said, I nodded. That when he put it inside. Even thought he told me not to, I screamed. I cried. "T-take it out! I-It hurts.'' I cried. "I don't like this game.'' I continued to cry. "SHHH!'' He commanded as he started moving violently. Even thought I still cried, my 'private part' felt numb. I couldn't feel anything. I slowly stopped crying. "See, not so bad was it?'' He said in a calming voice. I couldn't say anything. I felt sleepy and fell to sleep.

I woke up to muffled voices. "Oh my god your right.'' I heard a voice say. I opened my eyes to see one of Joseph's friends on top of me. "Ah man she woke up.'' He said in a disappointed voice. I looked down my body to see white stuff on my belly amd Joseph's friends 'thing' in me. I was about to scream when he covered my mouth with his hand. 'Why does this have to happen?' I thought to myself. When he finished he tossed the blanket over me. "Your right man.'' He gave Joseph a smile. "Great, I let another pedo emerge from someone.'' He chuckled. "Aishia go take a shower before mom and dad come back.'' He told me and i complied.

I quickly took a shower, got dressed and ran to my room. I crawled into bed and cried. 'Why? What did i do to deserve that. It really hurt' I thought as I looked at my 'private part' that still hurt from earlier events. I cried until I eventually fell asleep.

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