****this might make viewers mad or upset comparing to there family situation, this is all true :(
Another morning just more problems. My mom always wakes me up with a smile on her face only to see if I'm so blind that I can't see the devil standing on her shoulder. What happened to this lovely family that I loved to see, when did it turn into this over boiling shitpot.
My only escape now is the web yet I get in so much more trouble for being on it. Guess why your not smart, Guess why everyone has given up hope. Oh and let's not forget, my room witch I clean each week. Rachel clean your room, you should be on that show hoarders, do you want us to get bedbugs?
All of that use to be like... Hey Rachel hope you have a good day at school love you, Rachel I'll help you with this and that. Why did I have to grow up why did I have to leave that imaginary world but only to return and to forget about reality till it back hands me. Why did my family change, why did my worries pile me at one time. I'm only 11 not even 11 in a half.
