Something Broken

A Cure

The pain is all crushing and ripping and tearing
The hurt that they caused me is completely despairing
It's pushing and pulling and shoving me down
Head under the water I quit and I drown

It's filling my lungs, my brain, and my heart
The words that they're spewing they shroud me in dark
I'm sinking, I'm plunging, I'm shrinking away
I'm seeing their faces so full of disdain

They tell me they love me, they care, and they feel
But their actions are shouting for I know what they seal
They hate who I am, the gay, and the pain
So the bullet is soothing as it shoots through my brain