One day i met this girl, she's simple as she is. Beautiful in her own way. First time I saw her i know deep inside i fell in love on her. Then one of my friend celebrate his birthday. I feel shock when I get their house, she is invited by my friend. I am happy that day for i know there is a chance to know her deep. I grab the oppurtunity on that moment, chitchat with her, bonding with her then when i feel the guts to get her number I ask her and luckily she give it to me whithout the hesitation.
After i got home I texted her with excitement because I know it will the start of our friendship. Days, months and a year past we became more close. I've known her very much. We did have more bondings.
"Hey my birthday is near could you come??" I ask her one time when we had a dinner date, a friendly date for her but for me it's a real date between boy and a girl. I also ask her "Can I court you??. I saw shock on her face but for a little while she smile. A moment to remember for a life time, to treasure for the rest of my life because first time I saw her I told to myself that she's the one. I wanna live with her till my last breath comes.
One week before my birthday, me and my friends decided to have a get together party, but ofcourse she's invited on that party.
No one knows about us, the girl i love, Its a secret relationship. Why? we dont know its just happen that we turn on that situation no one knows about us.
Our get together party arrive. I go their alone. I saw her walking with my lesbian friend they are sweet that most of my friend make fun of them. Again a moment I couldn't forget, It hurts like hell. It hurts a lot more when I figure out that my lesbian friend love her. I dont know what to do. I love them both but I can't easily give up on her. Just thinking of me, stop loving her feels like my world died a lot of times. I want to shout that she's already mine but I can't 'coz I know they dont know, I can't because I dont want to hurt my lesbian friend for I respect her so much that sometimes I'm thinking to give up on her. But how, I love that girl which sometimes make me think deeper that what if I chose her and nevermind my lesbian friend.I don't know. I dont know.
Everytime I saw them, they where sweet with each other, cuddling each other. They were creating memories in front of my friend, in front of me not thinking people around them what would they feel, what would i feel seeing them together that inside my thought "It should be me. It should be me who your always with. It should be me who their pairing up with". Yes, I know thinking all of this makes me feel selfish but can't they understand? Im just a guy. A guy who is hard deeply fall inlove with this girl.
My birthday came she call me at twelve midnight just to greet me. I feel it is the greatest gift I had ever receive.Why? hey she wait till midnight to greet me. Then, I feel brave to ask her, "Can we upgrade our relationship?" Can you be my girlfriend? I know its not the right time, it should be personal but I cant wait I love you very much that I could take all the consequences just to be with you. So can you be mine??. When I ask her she became silent and when I hear what she say?? I cry not because of pain but because she said yes. Yes as in yes. I got the feel to jump. Oh. I love this day.
Day of my birthday i decided to celebrate with my friends. She came on our house with my lesbian friend. What should I do. I just stare, again what i felt that moment were the same. I felt my world stop and turn to hell. I thought my day would be memorable but its not. Yeah maybe it become but not as what I thought it is. I felt bad on my day.
It makes me confuse on what should I do I love her, I need her but I know my friend needed her too. I want to cry. I want to shout at everyone around us. I feel I am a worthless person. Why? Why am I here in this situation. I am just loving the one I love but why I dont know what should I do. It hurts so much. I dont want to be in this situation. In the eyes of people around me its illegal.
WRITTEN DATE: 82715
WRITTEN BY: BLACKHEART
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ILLEGAL LOVE
Short Storyjust a first timer in writing hope you enjoy reading and bare with the construction of my sentences. Illegal- this is what i called to a person loving someone but cant shout what they feel because someone is involve, someone who is also important in...
