Hopelessly Bitter At Heart

Someone

Out of all the people in this world, why did it have to be you?
Why am I acting like this, what on earth did you do?
This can't be happening, this can't be true.
Why did you have to be the next in line to break my heart too?

A few months ago we were as close as we could be.
I was happy to meet you, and you were happy to meet me.
Till one day I realized, my denial had to end.
I was developing feelings for you, yet I can only be your friend.

I used to live in peace and quiet.
You were the one who always gets me off my feet.
My life was a mess, but you made it clean and neat.

I tried to dismiss my feelings, I tried to do my best
No matter how hard I tried, this is something I can't suppress.
But You always did your duty,
You were always in my head.
I listened to my heart,
And made a stupid decision of  following where it led.

I was crazy to think that maybe we could happen.
It all happened too fast. Everything was a sudden.
Why did you let go of the rope?
Why on earth did you have to give me false hope?
Why couldn't you just make it clear that us being together would be a big nope?

You were the reason for my sadness, every day no matter what.
I tried my best to get out of this, but the door was always shut.
I abandoned hope the day you clearly made me see,
You were in love with someone.
And that someone will never be me.