I slowly yet carfully and quitly sneack around my room... and the house, which is supper dangerouse at the moment. I grab my tooth brush, hair brush, makeup, hair spray, etc from the bathroom. i sneack into my room and place them in my suit case, i was gonna leave this horribal place, for almost 6 years now... and im sick of it!
i change into black skinnt jeans, a neon yellow and orange studed belt, and a (my only) band top my perents wouldnt bye for me anything i want, my friend bought ot for me for my bierthday a month ago. its a black veil brides top and i wear it a lot!
My brother, they addored him, when he was around non of this ever happend... but when he ran away, it affected my life gravly, i love him so much... i mean he's my older bro! how could i not? so it made me so depressed and when we moved and he couldnt come and get me back and take me away with him i was heart broken, then there was the physical problems... but i wont get into that.
i ziped my bag up and put my converse on, they have skulls on them and go to my mid shine. I walked out of my room with my suit case, and back pack. down the flight of stairs i would often be througn down if i did something badly unexeptibal. through the lunge room, to the kitchen were i grabed a couple of mums secret stash of chocolate... how about we try ALL of it! then i heard a beep out side, that was my que. I whent to the front door and opend it, trying not to let it sqeeck. i left the house knowing that i steeped on the loudest and most squecky floor board ever! i saw a black porsh sitting there out side of my house!
i started to walk toward the car when i hurd the door creack open... and that when it hit me. i picked up the past as fast as i could but it was to hard... with a suit case and all. i felt a pair of strong arms grab me around the waist and i screamed, as loud as i could! but he covered my mouth and i was being draged back when i saw the car door open and Ashley get out, he looked around then he saw me.... being draged into the house and then the door slamed in front of me, he dissapered into the night, on the other side of the door.
'you usles little mather f*cking b*tch!' he yelled at me. i was slaped right accross my face and i flung back onto the ground as he pinded me to the floor. the verry man i call my dad punched me in the gut continuasly
'how dear you try to leave! you usles fat ass cow! your worthless' he screamed in my face, he spat on me... i mean he literally spat on me! i just glared at him
i can defend myself, and they no that, i had a black belt in my self defence class befor all this... infact i even helped the teacher teach the class. but they always would pin me down so i couldent do anything to defende myself... it sucked, but i could so easily atacke back at the moment, but mum realized this and grabed my arms.i was continuasly puched, and slaped, and kicked.
allof a sudden the door was being smashed down. the dorr flew open and in came Ash, CC (dont know him), Jinxx (dont know him eather), Jake (dont know him)... and Andy didnt come in (dot know him), i think he might be in the car... or is at there place... when i talked to Ashley about this he told me Andy was most likely not to come.
'all right, hands of the girl and no one gets hurt' Jinxx said. he has amazing hair, and stuning make up. he was wearing black skinny jeans, black boots, and a gray loose top falling over his welll tones bodey.
'what you gona do about it?' my mum glared... but her eyes softened as they fell on Ash
'Ash? is that really you?' she said her voice the way she used to speck to us, kind, caring, soft, motherly. he just glared at her, she chicked on her tears and she let go of me. then she grabed her jacket and ran out the door, not wanting to face them.
'let. her. go!' Ash damanded in a verry angry voice, dad lifted his fist one more time and punched me in the ribs. i cursed out loud, that was worse then all the other times he has punched me... tears were welling up in my eyes. the wait was suddenly lifeted off of me, i grounded and CC helped me up and helped me walk to the car, jinxx follwed with my stuff, then he ran off to help the others. we hoped into the car
