Im Lost Without You Harry Styles

Chapter 1

Megan's POV

Its was on a cold and chilly ,late november morning , i woke up to the sound of an ambulance truck passing by my little house.

I looked at the clock , 6:48.

I really didn't want to go to school today. But if i stay , my mum will be in the house and it will be just as worst.

School starts at 8 so i probably should get ready.

I got out of bed and went to the bathroom that was in my little room.

I took off the onesie i was wearing , harry has the same one , he bought it for my 14 b-day and he bought himself the same one .

I smile looking back from the memories we had together...

I stepped into the shower and turned on the water, i exfoliate every bit of my body , looking at the recent bruises and wounds Ambers guys gave me . But I'm used to it...

I shampooed and conditioned my hair with floral flavoured shampoo and conditioner and rinsed one more time .

I brushed my teeth and went back to my little room .

I chose to wear a big , cream colored jumper , a floral kinda top under it and some dark brown kinda high waisted jeans to wear , i put on my fake brown Uggs , just 1/3 pairs of shoes i own . I own one pair of black Toms for everyday casual , i own one pair of some kind of sandal for summer and Uggs for winter . And i took my dark green , kinda jacket that has a furry hood . Im planning on doing some shopping next friday because i saved up £200 from working at the coffee shop for 2 months . I save some money for my personal needs and clothes and some money for food cuz ma mum doesn't feed me , in her head its like " Ain't nobody got time for that" !!! I also save money for collage and I'm planning on moving to an apartment when i turn 18 cuz i don't want to live with the women who abuses me.

I don't have a phone cuz i don't need one ! I mean who the hell wants to talk to this girl!?? But i have a white, 32g iPod touch sooo its okeyy!!!

I blow dried my long locks and left then natural and applied some light concealer , mascara, a pretty coral blush and some strawberry and cream flavoured lip butter that i got from Bath and Body works for like £3 , it was on sale .

I looked at myself in the mirror before taking my burgundy JanSport that i owned for like 3 years and i walked out my door.

I tried to make no noise while going down the stairs and going straight to the fridge and i grabbed the Nutella jar and made a toast and put some.... ok a lot of Nutella on the piece of bread and enjoyed heaven for 5 minutes but i was still hungry soooo i took a spoon and took some...... OK A LOT of Nutella and shoved it in my mouth.

"Mmmmmmm" i moaned

I look at the clock and its 7:20 , i walked out of the house , locking the door .

I started to walk down the block while listening to Ed Sheeran , blocking the hole world from me .

My school is like 25 minutes away from my house soooo sometimes i take the public bus or i just walk.

Finally i reached the metal gates of the only high school is this town .

While i went to my locker , i received some awful words but outside it looked like i didn't care but deep inside , it hurt like hell .

i reached my locker and took out everything i need for my first three classes , that is English , Math and science.

I sighed as i remembered that all of those classes had Amber and Harry in them .

I walked in my English class as i received some awful looks from people. I looked down as i went at the very back of the class .

Harry and Amber walked in after a few minutes and looked at me sorry sorried eyes as Amber just laughed at me . She was whispering something into one of her friends ears while looking at me and just gave me a disgusting look .

I looked down at my binder as class started and started doodling during the hole class...

Lunch time came around when the rang in science .

I went to my locker and put away all my binders and books from before and took out my history book , i have P.E in last period sooo yehh.

I walked in the cafeteria and waited in line , today was pizza so when it was my turn i took a slice of pepperoni pizza and a bootle of fruit punch.

As i payed for my food , i felt a hand on my bum , smacking it , i jumped slightly and turned around , it was one of Ambers guy friend .

He wiggled his eyebrows and whispered into my ears "im gonna beat the fuck out of you , you ugly whore".

As tears formed in my eyes , i saw harry looking at me with a sad face from the "popular" table . "Get the fuck out of my face " john yelled at my face.

i quickly took my lunch in a paper bag and ran , and went to a random bench in the school.

Its much quit in here, i sat and ate my lunch while listening to music.

I finished my lunch and threw the rubbish out in the dustbin.

As i went to the bathroom , Amber and her crew popped up .

" going somewhere?" John said as he pushed into the lockers.

I whimpered in pain , as everyone else laughed acceped harry , he punch in the guts and face several times.

I started to cry as i fell down , blood was running down my rose as every part of my body hurt.

John tried kick my back one more time but harry stopped him .

" JOHN THATS ENOUGH " harry kinda yelled at him as john laughed !!

" Mate, you care about this ugly bitch??"

He said as he laughed ..

" the girl will die if you continue and you'll go to prison after" harry made a point.

"Alright alright" he said as everyone went to class leaving me bleeding on the floor....

Harry just saved my guts....