CHAPTER 8: SADNESS *WARNING: SELF HARM TRIGGERS! AND MORE SEX!!!!*

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NOTICE: i wrote about my story as a cutter, and how i did it, and my expierience after... if you get triggered easily, ill sum this chapter up in this note:

*Liz tries to commit suicide
*She goes to the hospital
*Andy visits her there
*liz gets heartbroken after she finds out that the baby was already dead when she decided to get an abortion
*She visits him in his mansion and they..um..*clears throat* .....u kno...*bang bang* xD 

*nyan cat: wow u a hoe* XD


I stood up all night on Andy's lap thinking about how i was going to confront Jeff the next time i see him. I really felt bad about leaving him hanging like that, but then again i cant say i love him back because i have a boyfriend, and im pregnant with his child. I wanted to start crying with all the stress, but crying didnt solve anything...

I made my way to the bathroom, stopping at Andy and i's room, getting my hidden razors that i had put in a private box. I filled up the bathtub, and leave my tanktop and panties on. I then take the razors and tear the skin right above the most visible vein, crying in pain. I then took the razor and started scratching uncontrollably, until there was a huge pool of blood on the floor next to me, not to mention the  water i was sitting in was red. I then take it and dig deeper into the skin above the vein until i heard a snap and i blacked out. 

It was a miracle. It was a goddamn miracle. I survived somehow. I woke up in the hospital next to Andy balling his eyes out. i looked at my arms and noticed that they were bandaged up and the skin i tore was healing, almost unrealistically fast. 

"A-Andy?" i say in a raspy whisper. 

"Oh my god, babe your okay?!" he says with all of a sudden happy tears

"Yea, i am, i guess" When i all of a sudden had the urge to throw up.

I threw up on the side of the bed on the floor as i feel like i was bleeding in my stomach. After i tell this  to the nurse as the janitor cleaned the body fluid, and Andy rubbed my hands, she requested a ultrasound. 

After the nurse applied the very, very, very cold gel, she started the ultrasound.

"Elizabeth, are you pregnant?" She asks me.

"Yes, and speaking of, i was planning on getting an abortion, because all this stress and suicidal attemps aren't goo-"

"Elizabeth, your baby is no longer breathing. Im very sorry, but she is dead." My heart sank. 

"What the hell?! WHY?! " I start to cry. 

"When you cut your vein, the baby stopped breathing and died while we rushed you to the hospital"

"Oh my god. How am i going to tell An-" 


"We already told him, he was very upset" She tells me as she wipes the gel of my stomach as i cry.

The nurse leads me back to my bed as the psychiatrist awaits me. After our long talk about everything, He says that i could be discharged from the hospital, based on my improved attitude. 

As soon as we get home, i left and took a walk in the woods. 

I walk into the deepest part of the woods, following the trail i left when i took that trip to Jeff's house. 

As i approach the huge mansion, i trip and faceplanted on the concrete path. 

*Nyan Cat flying in da skiiiii: "Hahahahahahahahahahaha YOU FELL!* 

I walk up to the mansion and knock on the door. 

EJ answered. "HEY JEFF! YOUR PREGNANT FRIEND IS HERE!!" He yells. 

"Im not pregnant..Anymore" i say starting to tear up. 

"oh...im sorry" he says as he pats my head.

Jeff approaches him and pulls me in the door.

"Hey Liz whats up?" he says as he jumps on the couch and accidentally kicks BEN in the head. 

"ow!"

"Can we talk in your room please? Its personal" I say nervously.

"Um. ok Sure." he replies

After we walk up the looooooong flight of stairs, we head to his room and sit on the bed. 

"So whats going on? How's Andy?" He asks

"Well....Lets just say we're both heartbroken"

After I told him the tremendously long story, he laid me down and laid next to me. 

"Im sorry, man. Thats rough" he says

"Yeah i guess" i say

"So what are you gonna do to get your mind off of it?" He winked at me

Me being slow asf, i replied, "I dont know, probably go to therapy"

"Oh, no, you dont need therapy when you have me" He says as he gets on top of me.

As he gets on top of me, he slides his hands down my pants. He slides them down and starts rubbing my womanhood through the fabric of my black and red laced panties. *nyan cat: "ooooooh shmexy* 

As they get extremely wet, he takes them off with his teeth and licks my entrance with his warm wet tongue. 

"Mmmmmm so yammy" He says as he pumps his tongue.

I giggle as he takes his pants off along with his underwear and starts to hand job himself. 

"Tell me if i hurt you" 

"Im not a vir- AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!" I scream in pain as his VERY VERY VERY big manhood bangs into me. I dont know why it hurts, im not a virgin, but Jeff's is much much bigger than Andy's. 

"Move, J-Jeff" i say covered in tears.

"As You wish, but first..." he pulls out of me as he grabs a condom from the night stand.

"Smart.." i say feeling dumb.

"Mhm" he replies as he puts it on and starts thrusting. He kisses me surprisingly soft and bites my bottom lip and pulls it. 

"I t-thought it w-was hot when y-you k-killed Mrs.Hall" I state between moans. He keeps hitting the g-spot so hard as he goes at inhuman speeds only he can give. As i scream in pleasure, i can feel him twitching. 

"R-really? I t-hought it w-was h-hot when you s-s-screamed just now" he struggles to keep the seed inside of him as he can feel me squirting all over his manhood. He pulls out of me, and cums all over my legs. 

He jumps off of me and lays down next to me as he still cums. 

"You're so sexy" as he rubs his hand up and down my inner thigh. 

"I think i should go, *chuckle*" and i rub his very toned body. 

"Awwwwwwww, so soon? Ok, Love you" he says as he winks at me getting dressed. 

"Hey, look, im sorry that i did this. I forgot...again." he apologizes. 

"Its ok, it didnt really mean much, right?" i say feeling bad.

"Yeah, i mean...Yeah ill see you later" he says as he locks his fingers behind his head. 

"Kay bye, i love you too, Jeff" i say as i made my way to the bed and sit on his lap. i start to tear on his chest as he strokes my head gently. 

"Dont feel like a slut, okay? they're just feelings." he says as he kisses my forehead. 

BEN walks in and freezes when he sees the sheets. 

"Ummmmmm....I'll go now..." He says akwardish. 

"Go home, Liz, Andy will be worried about you" He says with so much concern.

As i walk out the door, i can hear The whole household cheering Jeff on as he closes the door behind me. 


I smile. 










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