T h i r t y N i n e

15.5K 516 709
                                    

Lira's Pov

I layed in bed staring at the ceiling. Justin and brittanya had taken the girls out for ice cream while I stayed home trying my hardest to fall asleep.

I turned to my side and huffed into my pillow, I sat up in bed and started punching my pillow uncontrollably until I just burst out in tears.

I couldn't take it anymore all the pain and suffering I've done. And for what? For the man that I love to betray me again? And with the woman who caused it all.

What did I do to deserve all this? Is it because I had a baby outta wedlock Is god doing this to punish me?

I cried and I cried until I couldn't cry anymore. I needed this, getting all of my emotions out was long over due.

I cried so much it wasn't long til I fell asleep.

•••••••

I woke up feeling hot I removed the sheets off my body getting outta bed. Rubbing my eyes I walked into the bathroom and stripped from my old clothes putting them in the hamper.

Once I was fully naked I stepped into the shower turning the water on and just standing under it letting the cool water pellets hit my face.

I grabbed my loofah and a bottle of vanilla body wash scrubbing my body clean. I stepped back into the water letting the suds wash away with the water.

As soon as the soap was off, I turned the water off and stepped out of the shower grabbing my white towel I wrapped it around my body exiting the bathroom.

I heard the front door unlock and the sweet sound of mia and bella scolding each other. I looked at the clock and saw that it was already 7:00 pm.

I heard tiny feet running up the stairs. I rolled my eyes how many times do I gotta tell them not to run up the stairs? Just hard headed.

Soon the door burst open and in walked mia and bella with the biggest smile on their faces.

"Hi mama!"They said in unison running over to me wrapping their tiny arms around my legs.

"Hello my loves. Did you have fin with aunt brit and daddy today?"I asked dropping my towel and slipping on my night gown.

"So much fun mommy, we went to the movies than we went to a restaurant and we ate so much mama. But don't worry we didn't forget about you mommy we bought you alot of food too!"Bella giggles nodding her head.

"How kind of you guys. Is um daddy still here?"I asked cautiously.

They nodded their head running to their room.

"And stop runnin in my house!"I yelled after them.

"Sorry!"

I chuckled. Taking a deep breath letting it out before walking downstairs.

I reached the living room and saw brittanya and justin sitting in the kitchen talking.

"Hey guys."I said simply.

"Hey girlie how'd you sleep?"She asked eating a fry.

"Amazing . . . I really needed that."I said walking past justin to the fridge.

"Well im gonna go shower .. Later justin."She smiled at him winking at me before disappering out of the kitchen.

I looked at justin and saw he was already staring at me. He of all people knew how much I hated when people stared at me.

"You can't avoid me forever lira, we're gonna have to talk about this sooner or later."He comfirmed.

"What's there left to say justin?" I asked.

"That im-"

"Sorry?"I asked.

He nodded his head looking me dead in my eye.

"I know that I let you down, is it too late to say im sorry now?"He begged.

"Im sorry." He cried.

"I'll take every piece of the blame if you want me to."He croaked.

"Piece of the blame? Nigga what the fuck?! Ain't no piece to this shit, your taking all the blame because everything that's happened between us is YOUR fault."I argued.

"Im not tryna get you back on me, but Dammit lira im missing more than just your body!"He yelled.

"Yeah I know that I let you down please don't tell me its to late for sorry now."He begged. I didn't say anything.

I let out a sigh rubbing my temples trying to soothe my up and coming headache.

"All I need is one last chance. I've learned from my many mistakes just please lira please . . . . Just tell me there's still a chance for us."He pleaded.

"I mean I guess there is ... But its going to take some time to fully be open to being an "us" again."I said breaking out a small smile.

His eyes lit up like bright lights on a christmas tree. He jumped up from he seat and cupped my face placing a very slow and sweet kiss on my lips.

"I'll do whatever it takes lee I promise baby I'll do whatever it takes and I don't care how long it takes I'm not going anywhere."He said kissing my lips again this time letting it linger a bit.

"I'll see you tomorrow?"He asked I simply nodded biting my lip.

As he was about to walk to the door I stopped him.

"Um .. You c-can s-stay here is you want. Only if you want."I offered.

He smirked nodding his head, taking off his shirt walking upstairs.

That damn justin.

I've been through hell and back With that man lord knows I have. But I love him and I wouldn't want to go through any of it with any body eles.

I love mia and bella this is good for them to have both loving parents under the same roof as a family.

I knew they'd love seeing justin around more. We ALL know that their .... Daddy's Girls!

                  •The End•

•••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••••
Hey guys, Bet yall ain't know that this was the last chapter!  Ha SURPRISE!!! Im gonna miss this book yall shown alot of love for this book and for that I'll be forever grateful. Love you guys forever and always byeee!

VOTE & COMMENT!!!

-SHANICE XXOO.

×Daddy's Girls× (BWWM)Where stories live. Discover now