Heroine {A Kellin Quinn Fanfiction}

{4} ~ 'Can We Live With No Regrets?'

KELLINS POV~

~Hell is so close to heaven, hell is so close to heaven~

Again, the feeling of having her by my side all night last night is something that will always amaze me. I was being cheeky as fuck last night, and she seemed to enjoy it. I'd like to again say that I didn't take advantage of her, I asked her and asked her if it was okay, she said it was but I didn't actually have sex with her. I just made her feel good, really good.

She kept moaning my name and I couldn't reply because I only wanted to hear my name escape her lips again, and again. She's a virgin. I'm not going to take that privilege away from her unless she wants it. But that's probably one of the first times she's comed before. Because it was so easily done. The feeling of her and me, together, touching each other was death defying. I fucking loved it. I wish that was every night, maybe it can be. Well not every night, but I'd consider letting her stay with me. If she doesn't want to go back to her parents' house.

Once I've finished thinking about last night I get up and head to the bathroom. I grab a towel on my way through and head to the door. I hear the taps running and I now know that Gracie must be in the shower. I know this bathroom doesn't have a lock so I knock three times. Nothing. I knock again, twice. Still, nothing. This panics me so I open the door slightly only to let my voice escape into the room.

"Gracie? Baby?" I call out to her and the taps turn off instantly. I wait a while to listen for her response.

"Yes, Kellin. Do you want to use the bathroom? Cause I can get out if you wish?"

"Who said anything about you getting out?" I say while I close the bathroom door. I hear rustling behind the shower curtain and I think to myself for a while. I take off my boxers and quickly pull my towel around my waist. I creep over to the shower with another towel for her, just in case. I pull my hand with the towel in it through the shower curtain and I hear a scream.

"Kellin! Holy shit you scared the living daylights out of me!" I feel her hand touch mine and the towel escapes it. She wraps it around her body and pulls the curtain over to my side. Her face still as beautiful as ever. Her wet hair, sticking to her back, sides and chest. It overwhelms my senses. I take a step back as she takes a step forward, removing herself from the shower. She looks at me with a bright, yet gentle smile and pushes against my chest, forcing me backwards, against the bathroom wall. Her towel falls to the ground but she doesn't seem to care, it's nothing I haven't seen before. I try my hardest to keep my eyes at her level, but the way she's looking at me pulverizes my state of mind.

"Gracie?" I ask with a small grin. "What are you doing my little pocket rocket?" She looks at me with big eyes and continues to grin. She then takes her bottom lips in between her teeth and her mouth and I lash out. Pushing our lips together like the puzzle once again. She slightly smiles into the kiss which only makes me want it more. I take my hands from my sides and grab at her hips, pulling her up. She moans lightly and I turn us around so her backs against the wall. I press my lips softly and gently against her chest, incredibly close to her left breast. She grabs hold of my hair and pulls tight. Making me jolt my lips to her breast. I feel her muscles tense as I make this action, this only makes me want to push into her, but that thought escapes my mind the second she relaxes her muscles. She stops moving, but doesn't release the tight grip from my hair. Instead, she just holds onto me, her legs being tightly wrapped around my torso.

"Kellin" Gracie says, softly and emotionally. I stop kissing her for a second and look pat her beautiful eyes. Them, captivating me every time I look through them. Her emotions display hurt and sadness. I drop my lips slowly and sadly, looking at her and wondering what the matter is.