Lovely words

hopeless potentials

Why do you do this to me?
All the love I feel for you
Why is it you can't see?
Please just tell me what to do

You bring me up to knock me down.
You dry my tears as I cry at night.
How can someone who makes me smile so much be the cause of my frown?
In the darkness you've been my light.

You have almost no time to spare.
Yet it seems in my life you'll always stay..
I can't help but want to stare.
But God how I know I should stay away.

You'll only hurt me in the end.
They all do yet yours will be worse of all.
How can I ever call you just a friend.
You are my rise yet you will be my fall.

Never will I be so broken as the day you walk out that door.
Its inevitable don't you see?
When you go my heart will crash to the floor.
I deny it, that's the truth, were not meant to be.

I want to be with you always by your side.
You won't let me in, to see the bad as much as the good.
I need to see what you hide inside.
To be the couple I know we should.

Your not nearly as invested in this as I am are you?
Your life has no place for me beyond endless nights and stolen kisses.
I swear in all this I am the fool.
It's you my heart always misses.

Do you feel the same as I do?
Can you love me more than anything ?
Will you?
Or am I wasting my time on some hopeless fling?

How can my dream come true become my nightmare?
More questions than answers with you..
How can you consider any of this fair?
When you already know that I love you...

Stop playing with my heart.
If you don't see a future with me just say it.
Please just end it before it has a chance to start.
For you see not knowing has my heart throwing a fit.

My chaotic heart beats for you.
I miss you everyday that goes by.
That's something that can be said by very few.
You'll never see I could be the one for you so I'll just end this with a siigghh....