Louis
ever since we met in the bathroom ive always found Harry Edward Styles the most beutiful human being ever. At first i had no idea what was happening. what i was feeling was something i had only felt for women. Although this feeling is slightly different. everytime i look at him i just... i see... i dont know. He's just so perfect.
like right now. his smile, not only do his dimples just make him cute but his eyes. ugh his eyes! i always thought he was just a close friend although no-
"Boobear?" his deep voice snapped me out of it. i didnt realize i'd been staring at him the whole time until he said something.
"Yeah!? Huh?"
"You okay? you seem different lately."
"No, No im fine."
Niall suddenly bounded in with guitar and dropped it on my lap. "Play' he said bright eyed. i smiled poked him in the stomach a few times and looked at him
"Teach me!"
All the lads continued to laugh as i tried to strum the guitar. i'll admit i was bad... really really bad.
after words the lads left mine and harrys flat. i was heading off to bed when to abnormally large hands fell on my waist and spun me around.
"You are a horrible guitar player" Harry muttered half giggleing. i rolled my eyes "I would have been better but i wasnt really focusing on my strumming." He raised his eyebrow "What were you focusing on?" i let that question hang then i looked at my feet. "you." i muttered.
"What?" he asked
"You." i said not any louder than the first time
"I cant hear you Lou"
"YOU!" i shouted then looked back at my feet he smirked "awe Boobear. you still wouldnt have been any better if you were focusing." i looked up and his face was inches from mine. it took all my strength to not just kiss him.
Wait what? i wanted kiss him? My best friend!? if he knew what i was thinking he'd probably hate me. he'd think i was disgusting and wouldnt want to live with me. and what would managment or paul or simon think or the lads... What if-
"Well im going to bed." he said standing upright and stretching his long arms in the air.
"Oh, okay. I should probab;y get rest too we do have a signing to go to." i said "Ughh i dont wanna go!" he whinned i could tell he was kidding but i decided to play along. "You have to go its good for your health... or is that vegtables?" i sad smiling he laughed and ran down the hall. "No! Hazza no want to!" i ran after him. i stopped once i didnt realize were he was.
i heard a door open and the hands pushed me against the wall. harry leand over me as i slowly sunk into the wall. his big green eyes peered into my soul. he liked his lips.
"Night Boobear." he said under his breath he stood back up and smirked at me with his pearly white teeth and those dimples then walked to his bedroom door.
"Night Haz." I muttered and scurried into my room.