It was my first day at my new school, I was now year 10 and was extremely nervous about starting at this school. The bell rang to go to form, I reached into my pocket and pulled out a map of the school.
I took a quick look and off I went with my head down, to scared to make eye contact with anyone. I finally got to the door of my form class, I slowly opened the door, butterflies in my stomach, I walk into the class room.
I start to walk over to my form teacher, everyone was staring at me, the whole class was silent, I told the teacher who I was, the teacher slowly stands up and puts her face right in front of my face and she yells, "WHY ARE YOU LATE!?" in shock I quietly say "I didn't know where to go" the teacher yells again this time saying "speak up I can't hear your pathetic mumbling" I speaks up saying " I didn't know where to go" the teacher gave me a dirty look and said "That's no excuse, now go to the office and tell them you are late!" I slowly wandered off reaching into my pocket and pulling out my map again.
I tell the lady in the office that I was late and the lady just simply said "what do you want me to do about it" confused I said " um my form teacher sent me here to tell you" the lady sighed and said she would fix it. I started to go back to class when the bell went, I pulled out my map again, I started walking to first period, science, I walked up the stairs and finally got to class and pulled out my books.
I walked into class, again everyone was staring at me. I sat down but the teacher told me not to sit there, so I moved and the teacher told me to stand up and come to the front of the class. I walked to the front of the class slowly with my head down.
The teacher yelled "attention class, we have a new student" the other kids sighed, my lip was quivering as I introduced myself, everyone laughed when I said my name was Grace. I sat back down and people started throwing paper at me, and yelling out "Grace is fat, Grace is gross."
I went to second period, English, my English class went well, I wrote an essay on bullying, I read it out to the class and they were quiet.
Then I had break, I sat alone in the cold shaded area. People started to point and laugh. I had no food I just sat on the floor the whole time. The bell finally went for me to go to third period, math, I am horrible at maths, what if she picks on me, I start to worry. I pull out my nap and walk off.
I walk into class and sit down, the teacher asked me a math question, I was stuck, I had no idea what the answer was. The teacher yelled and told me I wasn't good enough a wave of stress came over me.
The bell rang again for fourth period, Chinese, I was horrible at Chinese as well. I needed to go to the toilet but by the time I got out of the toilet everyone was already working. I walked into the class room and the teacher yelled at me, saying " you are late, you have detention with me at second break." I sat down and done my work the teacher didn't like me at all.
The bell rang, it was second break, I stayed in the whole time, I finished my work about half way through break, I gave my work to the teacher and she tells me to sit back down.
The bell rang again, I went to fifth period, sport, I was bad at sport too, we were playing football, I was terrible at football. I couldn't kick the ball,
The bell rang again it was finally the end of my long, horrible day. I walked home, opened the front door and went to my room. I was crying and crying it was worst than I thought it was going to be.
My mum came into my room and yelled at me telling me to stop crying and to toughen up. I kept crying so she hit me across the face, leaving a red mark. She then said "that'll give you something to cry about. I didn't have any dinner that night because of the people at school today calling me fat. I couldn't sleep all night I was crying to much, my mum said "vacuums the floors you worthless piece of shit!!" I started to clean the floors and the rest of the house.
I still wasn't good enough for her she still hated me but there was nothing I could do about it.
