Without You / a Mötley Crüe Fanfiction

Chapter 4

*WARNING* the start of this chapter contains sexual violence so if this bothers or harms you I suggest you skip ahead.

"You're a useless worthless whore just like your mother was". "Don't you ever talk about my mom like that" "What are you going to do about it huh? I own you, you do whatever I say", he pinned me up against the wall and started to touch me in uncomfortable ways, I tried my best to fight back but he was too strong. He pressed sloppy kisses on my face and undressed me of my clothes, he then put himself inside me. My insides burned in pain as he raped me. He finally got off of me and kicked my ribcage with all his might and punched me in the face. He left and slammed the door almost taking it off its hinges. I laid there on the floor naked covered in scars and bruises, how could I call that man my father?

I woke up sweat dripping down my face I looked at the empty spot beside me on the bed. I immediately recognised I wasn't in my house "Tommy Vince, Mick, Nikki help me" I screamed as loud as I could tears prickling my eyes. The bedroom door flung open and Tommy appeared "Brooke babe what's wrong" he said with a worried, concerned look on his face, he came over and cuddled me in his arms. I broke down in tears and held on to him for dear life "I had a terrible nightmare that I don't really want to talk about" I said sniffling. "Don't cry darling I'm here it's ok" he said reassuringly. I held on to him for dear life and hugged him as tight as I could. I usually wasn't one to cry but it really got me this time. "The guys are gone out so its just you and me, you can take a shower if you want" he asked me "Yes please" I said, a shower sounded brilliant right now. He went out of the room and returned quickly with some towels. "I'll leave you to it, if you need anything I'm in the lounge" he said "thank you so much Tommy" I said wiping my eyes and giving him a hug, he kissed the top of my head and showed me to the bathroom. I locked the door and took off my bra & underwear. I looked in the mirror and scanned my body, my face scrunched up. I was very self conscious I hated my body. I hopped into the shower and let the hot, soothing water run down my body.

*Later that day*

I was sitting on the couch between Vince and Tommy, I didn't mind being squished in the middle I enjoyed their presence very much. It was all silent until Vince blurts out "Brooke who would you rather fu*k, me or T-bone" he said smirking. I looked at Tommy and then Vince, to be honest I would love to fu*k them both but "Sorry Vince I pick Tommy" I said. Vince pouted and put on puppy dog eyes he looked so cute I swear to god I could cuddle him all day. "Sorry prince Vince but I always win" Tommy said laughing, I giggled. "Brooke do you wanna go for a walk" Tommy asked standing up, "Sure" I said. He grabbed my hand and we left the apartment building, even though we were only holding hands butterflies flew around my stomach. We walked down sunset strip. I never stopped smiling, of course Tommy got noticed by fans so we kind of had to run. We ended up on the beach, Tommy scooped me up bridal style and started running towards the water "Tommy Lee don't you even dare" I said laughing trying to squirm out of his arms "Sorry babe" he said and he jumped into the water. I sunk underwater but I can swim really good so I was up to the surface in 3 seconds. Tommy and I locked eyes I could get lost in them if I wanted to, they were a beautiful chocolate brown colour. He leaned in and immediately his lips locked with mine passionately as ever, I kissed back and wrapped my arms around his neck I swear I felt like I was on cloud 9. We pulled away and the same time and smiled, "you're the most beautiful girl I've ever met in my life" he said looking down at me I blushed at his compliment, "thank you so much Tommy" I replied "Brooke will you..um..will you be my girl?" He asked, I froze oh my fu*king god Tommy Lee wants me to be his girlfriend!! Ok Brooke calm down and answer the poor guy. "I know we haven't known each other that long but ever since I seen you on the bridge I can't stop thinking about you please Brooke," he said "Of course I will" I said my voice was very high pitched and squeaky, I wrapped my arms around his neck like before and kissed him, the butterflies in my stomach still tickled at my ribcage, he was taken a bit by surprise but kissed back with a die hard passion.

"Cmon lets get back" he said and he intertwined his fingers with mine. We knocked on the apartment door, Nikki opened it and looked at us "So did you ask her T-bone?" he said, before Tommy could reply I pecked him on the cheek and smiled at Nikki. "I'm guessing that's a yes" he said chuckling, we walked into the lounge Mick and Vince were watching tv "Introducing our new couple Bommy!" Nikki said, we all turned around and looked at him as if he had two heads "who the fu*k are Bommy?" Mick said "Brooke and Tommy?, Bommy? Nobody get it.. ok then" Nikki said sitting down on the armchair crossing his arms and pouting, we all just laughed I found it a bit too funny and nearly fell over, "how about we go get smashed to celebrate Bommy" Vince said laughing "Yeah" the guys cheered. The smile never removed from my face...