Just Thoughts

Part One

You think up an entire debate you're going to give. You have everything planned out in your head. You're confident. You raise your hand. The instructor calls on you, diverting everybody's attention to you. You freeze up. You try talking, but it just ends up in repeated dialogue and stutters. Your face gets warm and you stop talking. Someone else raises their hand and starts talking.

Does this ever happen to you? It sure as hell happens to me, all the time. I'm usually the nerdy kid in class, the guy you go to for help on homework or how to fix your phone. But, as you just read, I have a problem. Imagine getting up to do a speech while constantly having distracting thoughts racing through your head that you can't control. You'd start rambling and get embarrassed. See my problem? It doesn't just affect me, it affects others too. It's sort of like stage fright mixed in with social anxiety and nervousness. It sucks.

So.......yeah, umm. Wait why was i making this story again.....ummm...... So yeah, umm, can't speak well and tend to ramble, okay. Umm...bye. (Note: dunno who made that photo on the cover, but whoever it belongs to, all rights of the photo go to them. K bye.)