whats done in the dark

" no! please! no! Justin , I wont do it again" I cried out as a pool of tears came from my eyes as im being pinned up against on wall by my neck. "Justin, please."

" Justin, please what! "he spat out angrily, staring in my eyes.

" I wont do it again, Justin I promise", I said sobbing hardly, but he only pushed his fore arm against my neck harder, making me short a breath.

suddenly, someone rung the door bell of my boy friend Justin's door. he look at me with frustration as he harshly loosen his hard grip on my fragile neck, and backs away leaving the bed room.

crying with fear, I slide my back down the wall as he slams the door leaving me along. I hugged my knees as I hear him and another persons muffled voices.

I tried my best to stop crying so I could make out what they were saying but my heart was beating so hard, it felt as if it would jump out of my chest.

I quickly heard the front door close and foot steps coming towards the bed room door. my heart started to step beats as I hear them get closer and closer, then the door opened. when I saw that it was Justin, it felt as if I jumped out of my own skin.

he walked over to where I was and stood over me with his massive height, towering over me likes he's superior. he bent down, balancing his self and he grabbed me by my risk with a firm grip, and pulled my up off the floor.

tears still pouring out of my eyes, stinging the cuts on my face from him slapping me with all of his force. leaning me against the wall again, he grabbed me by my jaw line aggressively and told me to get myself cleaned up.

I quickly ran into the restroom and slammed the door shut and locked it. I started cleaning the blood off my face with a damp towel, noticing that when the cuts were all clean, I had a swollen black eye. I stared at my self in the mirror wondering why did I try to leave. He would always find me, he would always know where I was or who I was with. Their was no escaping his clutches, I guess thats what you get for being the girl friend of a drug lord. He practically had people at his feet, and sadly I was one of them. He would always beat me and toss me around like a rag doll and everyone knew it, they were just to scared to help, to scared to break free of his hold. We were all weak, cowards even because of him.

Abigail's pov:

I remember when we first met, it was like love at first site. he was kind and sweet and romantic but that was before I learned his horrid secret, and by then I was way to far along to leave. I then learned who the real.him was. Outside of this calm and honest and promising persona, but that was a shielded mask that he wore to hide his true self. His power, and selfishness. The evil glint in those icey blue eyes. The agonizing pain that he could put a person through, that he could put me through, the so called love of his life or his back bone he could never live without. His abusive and overly protective and possessive ways. He's not the man I once knew, not any more.

I sometimes wish that I would have just kept walking passed him and ignored him when he was at that party trying to talk to me. but me giving him a chance, was the worst mistake I believe I ever made in my life, because now that im with him, i cant get away from him.

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suddenly, my thoughts were interrupted by Justin knocking on the door, telling my to hurry up. so I quickly unlocked and opened the door, only to run into his firm toned chest.

he looked at me amused at the damage he did to my face but I rolled my eyes at him in hatred. I tried to walk pass him but he grabbed my arm, pulling me into a kiss that only he controlled.

as his fore head pushed against mine, he quietly whispered to me that he was sorry, but I knew he didn't mean what he said because now I could hear the amusement in his voice. I quickly pulled away from his grip and left out of the room grabbing my cell phone and soon left out of the room.