Raven Queen Turned Evil

Hearts are Shattering (Part 2)

Raven's POV

"We can be alone now." I looked up at Dexter. He smiled. We were together at last.
"So....do wanna go somewhere to talk?" I asked him.
"Sure. I'd love to." Dexter replied. We walked off through the forest and found a bench.
"What have you been doing lately?" He asked me. I was a little startled by the question.
"Well, I was trying to run away. And made it here." I answered.
"Why would you do that?!" He acted like he was confused.
"Because...............I was scared. I could do that." I sighed.
"You should of embraced your gorgeous, dark side. Either way, you win over my heart. Think of all the great things you could do with your powers now. You could fulfill your destiny. And do worse to Apple!" Dexter exclaimed, slyly. I stared at him, with a blank face.
"What?!" I exclaimed.
"Well, why not. You could control your anger better. Instead of having random breakdowns."  He explained.
"I ran away to get away from my anger, try to figure out how to stop Apple and save you. It would be great to know how to control my anger, but I don't want to be evil." I explained, starting to get frustrated. Why is he acting this way?! He's different somehow!
"Just go back to the school, and sign the book. No worries." He suggested.
"What's gotten into you?! You're different! Did Grimm do something to you? Why would I go back and sign?" I yelled, confused and upset. He started, laughing? 
"Hahaha....." Dexter laughed in a low, deep tone.
"Why are you laughing?" I asked.
"Oh Raven, you don't get it do you?" He asked. He raised an eyebrow.
"Not really. I don't see where you are going with this." I said, confused. He chuckled.
"I'm just saying follow your mother's footsteps, and you get your 'actual' full powers, and you can finally destroy Grimm. It's that simple." He explained.
I looked at him, I blinked my eyes rapidly. I couldn't believe it! He used to support me! I stood up.
"Why are you acting like this? What happened to you supporting me! You used to and now, it's like I don't even know you anymore!" I yelled. He looked at me, then sighed. He stood up, and looked at me again.
"If that's how you feel, fine! I've
tried with you and now, you're just a waste of time to me! I came here to see you and help the others, but when I suggest something, you yell at me! I can't do this anymore!" Dexter yelled, stressed. He walked away.
"Dexter, Wait!!!" I called after him. I felt a tear trickle down my cheek. He didn't stop, not even to look at me. I got angry. My dark side came out. My palms had fire in them. I could feel my pulse rise.
"Ahhhhh!!!" I screamed. I threw fire at a tree and blew it up into smithereens.
I fell to the ground on my knees. I sobbed. I just couldn't stop.
"Raven!" Cerise called, I could hear her footsteps. I looked up and saw everyone was out here, except for Dexter.
"We watched everything." They said.
"What?!" I exclaimed. Ashlynn and Hunter were quiet.
"What's wrong with you two?" I asked, sniffing.
"I knew he'd break your heart. When we met him earlier, he almost hurt Ashlynn. He seemed different, and I didn't want to ruin your time with him. I'm sorry. I should've told you before." Hunter apologized, staring downcast.
"I should've known. I......I...... I" I broke into tears.
"I just wanna be alone right now." I said. They looked at me and looked at each other, then nodded. They walked back to the hideout. Hunter stopped, and turned to look back. He sighed and went back with the others. I sat there alone, sad, cold, upset with what I've become. I wanted to die. I didn't want to be here. Then I heard a rumble. I felt a drop of water. It started to rain.
"Just my luck." I mumbled. I just sat there, getting drenched, sobbing. Is this how my life is supposed to be? Did I mess up? Why? Why is life so depressing???