Drowning

She has changed

Soundtrack for this part:

Breathe Again by: Sarah Bereilles

+MissLixir

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She has changed.

She was drowning but nobody seeing her struggle. She tried to breathe but she couldn't.

It was like she is the only one living in her very own world. No one understands her and no one ever wants to.

She did everything to make people understand her.

She even changed herself for the better.

She chose to be fake just to be accepted by others.

She laughs at the very nonsensical things  for her just to be called a 'Lady with a sense of Humor'

She even cut her hair even though She prefers long hair, just to be called 'Gorgeous'

She wears short skirts and florals even though She prefers to wear her favorite fitted jeans and her loose gray tee-shirt, just to be called a 'Lady with a great taste of Fashion'

She even goes to salon every weekend just to do her nails done, She chooses the most darkest color even though She prefers her nails clean instead of putting any nail polish on it, just to be called 'Fancy'

She wears make-up everyday. She did it to conceal her flaws even though It irritates her skin and even though She prefer her skin free from all cosmetics, just to be called 'Alluring'

She wear high heels with high inches instead of her favorite converse and sneakers even though It brings pain to her ankles -- She still manages to stand firmly and endured the pain, just to be called 'Stunning'

She forces herself to smile even though those orbs in her eyes shows the opposite, just to be recognized as a 'Happy-going person'

And all of sudden, She felt really tired doing things to make them understand and accept her. She found out that She's been drowning, at the same time, She's been draining by her own deep thoughts.

She came back a completely different person with,

A new mindset,

A new outlook,

A new soul.

That girl cared too much about everyone and everything, No longer cared at all.