Bullied by who!??

About me

    Madison's P.O.V
Hi my name is Madison. I live in California, in a small town. I am 16yrs old and my life is not like a normal 16yr old girls life. I am bullied. Bullied by 9 different boys. I don't have many friends, and I can only really count on two people. One of them is my mom, the other is my bestfriend. I can't really ever count on my dad, because he is never home. I don't understand how I can count on him if I can't even count on him being home half of my life. I have brown hair, blue eyes, I normally wear long sleeve shirts to hide my cuts, short shorts, because they are so cute, also why not?. I normally wear my galaxy converse.
I don't like going to school because that is where most of the bulling happens. The 9 boys that bully me are Cameron Dallas, Nash Grier, Carter Reynolds, Jack Johnson, Taylor Caniff, Shawn Mendes, Jack Gilinsky, Aaron Carpenter, and Matthew Espinosa. I have at least one class with one of them. This is my schedule👇🏻
First: English Language Arts
Second: Health
Third: History
Forth: Study Hall
Fifth: Rotation Class
Sixth: Science
Seventh: Math
and
Eighth: English
(My school has 8 classes, normally schools only have 7)
I have English Language Arts with Aaron, Shawn, and Matt. I have Health with Cameron, and Jack J. I have History with Nash, Jack G., and Taylor. I have Study Hall with Matt. I have Art (Rotation Class) with Shawn. I have science with Jack J., Cameron, Nash, Shawn, and Taylor. I have Math with Nash, and Shawn. I have English with Matt, Shawn, Carter, Cameron, Nash, and Jack G.
My locker is B23 in-between Cameron and Taylor's. I get bullied by my locker, in my classes when the teacher isn't looking, on the bus, or when I walk home, and even at my house because of Social Media. I barely ever get away from all the bulling. The only time I can get away from reality is when I am in the shower or when I am sleeping. Sometimes it never goes away I replay what they say in my mind when I am in the shower and I have nightmares about what happened earlier that day. I get bullied most by : Cameron, Nash, Carter, the 2 Jack's, Aaron, and Matt. (Taylor, and Shawn don't bully me that much. I mean they still bully me but just not as much as the other boys.) When I was fifteen I thought my life would always be fine and I wouldn't have to worry about bully's. I thought my dad would never leave us. I thought I would still have a lot of friends. I never would of thought I would get this popular on YouTube. I never would of thought I would cut myself because my life got so bad, but guess what everything that I didn't think that would happen has happened to me.
It was about a week after my 16th birthday when my dad left, that's also when all the boys started bullying me, also when I started cutting, also when the 9 boys started making rumors about me and when I lost all but one of my friends. My one and only friend is Becca. Becca has been my bestfriend science 3rd grade when I switched schools. And even tho people tell her more rumors than we both can count she has stayed by my side. She is the only one besides my mom who understands what I am going through. She helps when I just want my life to end. Tomorrow is the first day of 11th grade and I am totally dreading it!!!.

Hey. I hope you like the first
chapter, I will make the second chapter soon. I will probably update my story three to four times a week. But again I hoped you liked it!.💖 ~Kaitlynn