(C/N: First rt with pure english language.)
Have you ever feel that moment than you just want to give up fangirling? Have you ever feel the urge of leaving your fandom? Your life? Because I,actually,have different fandom before. I know my co-fangirls before could curse me just because of leaving that fandom. But I asked myself,is it my fault? Is it my fault to lose my feels over that fandom? I changed my fandom because I want to and I felt like I need to. Before, in my former fandom, I really have many friends, squads, and stuffs. I can't help but to feel negligence about my feels before. I felt like I neglect my feels easily. But then, I realized that never regret doing something that makes you happy. You know what? I'm really happy with my new fandom now. There are many things I need to discover and many things to be know.
If you're like me, go with the fandom which you think can save your life because at the end of the day, there's only you and your idols. x