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The Night I fell apart *trigger warning*

*Rayne's p.o.v*

After Bryden and I got inside her showed me where the rest of my classes where unfortunately we had no other classes together so I sort of zoned out the rest of the day and before I knew it the bell had rung and I was on the bus on my way home.

Once home I walked in to my empty house and placed my bag down yawning a bit so I decided to take a nap. I strolled into the honey colored living room and laid down on my couch closing my eyes as I slowly fell asleep.

*FLASHBACK*

"Nobody likes you Rayne just kill yourself!" "your dad died because he couldn't stand having a daughter like you!" there I was standing in the middle of the hall as they yelled anything and everything they could think of my phone going off with messages

*kill yourself*

*drink bleach*

*just go die*

*nobody likes you*

all because I had made one mistake trusting the wrong person with personal pictures and now everybody had seen me exposed making me the whore of the school. Girls wanted me to die and guys would make fun of me and say sexual remarks. It didn't stay like that for long soon after girls were hitting me after school on my way home and I was to ashamed to tell my mom so I hid it until it got to much that is. November 7th 2014 the day I was committed to dying there I was hanging from my ceiling fan. My mom cutting me down and clutching onto me sobbing as paramedics rushed in.

weeks in the hospital and all summer in the mental hospital getting help and im slowly recovering but the image of me dangling from the ceiling fan wouldn't go away

*End of flashback*

I sat up sweating and freaking out I threw my sweater on and walked out the door needing to get fresh air. This is not how I wanted this day to end