Why do I always wait at the wrong time to fall in love? Why do my lover and I always have to depair from each other? Is it that love was not meant for me? Or that person and i was not meant to be? I worry about having a good relationship. And I alway worry about being alone. Because I will hate to be 27 collecting cats and china dolls. There is three doors that can lead me to an ever lasting love. But one will lead my heart to a cold on death.