Wassup I' zonnique but I go by jailee I'm 7. I hate my name because my granny told me to hate it. On my mama side I'm white, Irish, French, black and German and ig black on my dad side idk him doe. Anyway my mama gave me a name that my granny hates. Don't look at me crazy how many people u know named zonnique I'll wait....exactly. I'm I live with my grandmother and her husband even doe they hate me my moms on tour. They hate me because I'm half black yeah they racist. My grandmother wasn't racist until my biological grandfather left her for a black women. My whole family racist and they don't care that ik. They go around calling me all types of stuff. They except my mother because she gave them what they want and that is to claim to only be white. I refused to become a sell out but I'm starting to reconsider. My whole town is racist meaning I'm bullied at home,in the neighborhood, at school just everywhere. Adding on my grandmother is one of those old fashion up tight Christians so I'm allowed to do nothing but go to church home or school. My grandparents act like I'm they property my mama has to get permission to take me anywhere. It's like prison only thing that sets me free is writing, drawing,singing and dancing. I have long thick hair,brown eyes,dimples,my birthday is march 20th,and I'm 4'3. I like Chris brown,T.I,and Beyonce. Im a really chill person i like to be by myself. Im also a sensitive person but i refuse to show emotions to others.Oh I have 1 friend she's her family is the only non racist family. Her name is Kennedy and she's always there for me no matter what. I was listening to music
When the wicked witch of the east stormed in.
Me:yes grandmother
Grandmother:get up and go clean something*says under breath*no good nigger*leaves*
She think she cute one day imma show her cute. I can't wait to get out this family not house family. One day imma get the courage to run and not look back or imma end up in jail. But I'm not to hesitate she ain't gone repeat herself without penalty. I decided to clean the kitchen when I get in there I see "papa jack". Ohhhh I can't stand him he always looking at my booty he touch me and imma stab him. Like you just gone have to lock me up nah imma pass my Lil self wouldn't survive. Anyway I was washing the dishes I looked up and seen my mommy tour bus pull up. I hit the burners. Y'all just don't know how much I missed my mommy I ain't seen her in bout 3 months. First people off the bus is my 3 little cousins bahja(7),Lourdes(4),and reginae(3½). Bro I missed them especially my bestie bahja she not really my Lil cousin she only 5 months younger but we been down since we was born. Bahja and Lourdes are my blood they mama is my mama half sister on her daddy side. Reginae is like my cousin her mama and my mama best friends.
Us:*hugs each other*
Then I caught sight of the most important person in my life.....my mommy
