I feel like writing a poem
But I don't know what to say
Oh wait, I guess I just started it!
So I'll continue anyway
Do you know what I feel?
In this moment I will say
I'm thinking of you tonight
Well, I think of you everyday
All those moments we had
All those days we shared
Can't stop thinking about it
Can't help smiling instead
Hey, guess what? I miss you a lot
But of course you don't know, you don't care that much
I'd just be a memory for you to bury
I can see it in your eyes, you treat me as such
It hurts to know you'll never remember
Those crazy little things I'll never forget
But boy, I swear you're in here forever
In my heart who loves you more than anyone could bet
These moments when tears come to a flow
Because of an emotion no one could know
I'm just a girl whose feelings are longing
For a lover's warm hug; without them I'm dying
Tonight I don't have someone to lean on
Just a damp of a cold night's calm breeze
Here, sitting alongside the bedroom window
If there comes a shooting star I will wish:
"I know you can see the guy that I love
Please make him as safe as possible
Though I can't watch him from above
Check him out for me, is a little favor
I know I might sound stupid for this to say
But I really do love him more than words can explain
Though so many times I got my heart broken
For this guy that I love, his presence's like heaven"
Now this would be the weirdest thing
Where everything seems a blur to me
I'll have a chance to erase it all
To forget everything, to be numb enough
As I walk along the silenced hallway
It felt very strange to hear a voice
"He doesn't love you, he doesn't care
Now get that object and happiness we'll share"
Just then I felt extremely dizzy
And the inside of my body all felt so tingly
As I hold this knife upon my wrist
While looking at the stars to which once I wished.
