4:34
"Hey"
4:37
"Hey what's up"
4:38
"..."
"..."
"It's hard to explain"
From soaked up towels
And damp wishes
A word bank of words try to fall from my mouth
Catching them with broken fishing nets
And tying them up with torn up ropes
Half of what I want to say spills out
4:39
"It's been just.. A bad day, you know?"
4:46
"..."
"..."
"Yeah."
4:47
"Can I tell you about it?"
4:52
"I guess."
What hurts is how the distance from our times and texts
We're the distance between what we ever had
How I thought maybe a quick message back and a care
Would sew my open wounds
And open mouth back together
4:59
"It's just, I've felt so lonely lately and I feel like I have no one. I watch you go off with her and I feel really sick to the stomach and I just want to find someone like that for me anymore. I watched you leave me like nothing and it really sucks I guess."
5:03
"Sorry."
5:04
"If that all you're going to say?"
I sit here and dwell over the empty feelings you dug from my chest
You replaced them with bursted balloons and half empty drinks
Being left there for those were the best gifts you gave me
5:08
"Yeah. Probably."
5:10
"I'll just go then.."
"..."
"Bye"
5:11
"Bye."
YOU ARE READING
Black Eyes And Teenage Suicides
Poesíawhen a boy becomes something more to you than just a boy, things can get messed with your mind. here are my poems of life, mistakes, and a special boy that has helped me to write them all. and maybe a few being lifes way of saying fuck you.
