To the Girl, I never knew I'd Love

Back to reality: A life without her

My last 2 days was fine but my life without her....i don't know how to say it but I so damn miss her, what is this feeling.
It was lunch time and I was about to meet Barbie at a restaurant she said she'll choose for us.

"Hey are you even listening as I was saying, is this a date?"

"Wait what???!" Oh my I think I just shouted at her. "I'm sorry. It's just that I thought this was a friendly lunch, I didn't mean for you to think the other way around."

"Oh." She blashes after that. I think I just embarassed her. "Never mind...leet's just eat." She smiled, but her joy just vanished.

"What else do you want to do?" Maybe something else would cheer her up." Ah . How about we play at the arcade? How does that sound?"

"Yeah sure." She looked away, I hope this works. First we payed 300 pesos to trade tokens, wow I never thought it was that expensive 1 token is equivalent to 5 pesos. And we only got 30 tokens out of 300 pesos.

The first thing we tried was the bump car, but tokens weren't allowed, we have to pay cash. So we payed 30 pesos per person. It was fun, but of course I'm the only one happy. She actually screams whenever a kid hit her. But I just laughed every time I see her freak out. She tried to smile and forget about it. 5 minutes have past and the car stopped it was the time for us to step up for it's others turn already. Then she whispered at me.

"Let's go try the basketball thingy." Then pointed at it. I smiled when I realized I once played real basketball but then got hurt and stop. But it was back when I was a kid, and besides, this is arcade no one gets hurt.

"Yeah, I'd love to play. Shall we." I never thought it was this fun, I shouldn't have stopped,HAHAHAHA! I won 10 tickets only, then it was her turn. But every time she tries she fails, she actually throw it so hard it bounce back at her and hit her head. I actually freaked out, but she just laughed at herself and told me she was okay so she proceeds but failed to score. I told her it was okay atleast she tried.

Then we stop for a moment to look for another game. I tried to look, and I never notice that there was so much crowd. So we left and head to eat something....again. Playing arcade makes me quite tired like I just wanna go home.

"Let's go shopping for a while, maybe you wanna buy something for your mom."

"Okay, where do we go?"

"Uhmm. Maybe at forever21." We walk for 2 minutes when we reached the eskelator. Then we head to the third floor. When we finally reached third floor the door opened and we all head out. Shopping is not really my thing but shopping for my mom is different. I like shopping for my loved once.

"Hey there it is." She pointed at a door and the store was huge.

"This would took us forever."

"That's why it's called forever21. Let's go." She holds my hand and pulled me inside like a kid who doesn't want to go to the dentist.

We walked around for like 30 minutes and I still couldn't find a thing for my mom.

"Hey I found something your mom would love." She rose her hand holding a long sleeve mint color t-shirt that has a writing on it that says (PROUD TO BE PINAY) woah nice!!

"Do you really think she'll like it?"

"Yeah why?"

"Nothing, how much?"

"Like about, 349.65 pesos."

"I'll buy it, how about you have you found anything you like."

"Yeah it's already in the counter, let's go." We headed at the counter.

"Whoahh! Barbie, your buying all that?" That is freakishly many.

"Yeah." She just smiled at me and turned back at the counter. She really spends alot of money.

I look at my phone and saw that mom was actually calling so I answered.

"Hello? Mom?"

"Honey where are you? I've been trying to call you but your not answering?" I forgot I put my phone into silent mode.

"Sorry mom, haven't dad told you that I was with Barbie today."

"Yeah. I was just checking on you, don't forget were eating dinner today at a restaurang. It's already 5:16 honey." Oh yeah I forgot.

"Okay mom. I'll be there as soon as I can bye." Then I hung up.