Everyone around me is disappearing. There all ending there pain and misery and leaving me broken. I just wish they could all come back, but live a peaceful and happy life.
When I was 11 my sister Jade killed herself, she couldn't stand being bullied and always depressed so she jumped off a bridge at the age of 19.
When I was 14 my sister Jennella killed herself. She was getting bullied and had depression, but when jade killed herself, Jennella couldn't handle it anymore. She took her life at the age 16. She hung herself in the bathroom.
And ever since they've been gone, I've been getting teased about how my sisters were suicidal and that I'm next to not being right in the family. I hate it, and they laugh about them being dead, and always says "It's a good thing they killed themselves! They were not needed in this world." It burns me. I hate hearing how they were nothing...as that I'm next!
And I still have pain from them killing themselves, they pain will never ever leave me. If I killed myself, the pain would be gone and the teasing would be gone too.
So one day after school, before my mom got home I went upstairs to the bathroom and closed the door. I took her hair dryer out of the sink cabinet and plugged it on. I later it on the counter top and filled the tub up with water. I didn't bother to write a note, since my parents would already k ow why I'm leaving. So I turned the hair dryer on and threw it in the tub and I got in.
Now I can be with Jade and Jennella. Now I won't get teased about my sisters, and the pain will be gone. I won't feel a thing.
