It Started With A Game -5 Seconds Of Summer- (DISCONTINUED. SORRY GUYS.)

Chapter 31

"Eva?" Michael shouted waving a hand in front of my face. I sighed looking up at him. "Why are you so distanced lately?"

"I don't know!" I stated looking away from him.

"Stop lying Eva!" He growled grabbing my hands. "I know your lying. It's been 2 weeks now. Your Aunt is pregnant, and she needs help around here. Your always spacing out. Everyone is gone accept for Luke, Calum, Ashton, and I. Stop lying and just tell me!"

"Stop yelling at me!" I hissed shoving him off of me.

"Stop acting like nothing is wrong!"

"I'm not! Just give me some fucking space Michael." I shouted running out of my room.

I ran downstairs and bumped into my dad. We haven't spoken properly since the night I confessed how I was feeling to him. It's been hard not talking to my dad, he's the only person left I can call my family. Well other than Auntie Sarah, Uncle Stanly, Boston, and Stacy.

Uncle Stanly and Auntie Sarah have found a place here, and are going to be moving in to it in 3 days.

"Eva?" Dad asked shocked. He hugged me and whispered in my ear, "Why are you crying?"

I panicked wiping my eyes. I didn't even know I was crying...

I heard Michael running down the stairs so I wiggled out of dad's grasp and ran out of the house, bumping into something else.

"Dammit!" I shouted standing up. Something grabbed my arm and covered my mouth before I could scream.

"Why are you crying Eva?" The sound of Luke's voice calmed me down but I heard the door handle rattling so I pulled Luke with me, and we ran until we reached the park.

"Why is everyone asking me so many questions?" I cried out burying my face in Luke's chest. His arms wrapped around my waist pulling my closer as his fingers traces designs in my back.

"Shh, Eva what's going on?" He whispered kissing my forehead.

"I don't know all I see anymore is flashbacks. I'm scared." I admitted trying to stop the tears. I felt like a drama queen, but I feel like I'm falling apart.

Luke sighed hugging me tightly. "It's hard for you isn't it?"

I nodded, my tears slowing down. "They meant the world to me. What if I never went to England and was with my mom? Her heart wouldn't of been bad because she wouldn't of had all that stress to deal with!"

"You don't know that. Everyone dies eventually Eva, and it's always hard. You just have to let go." He whispered rubbing my back.

"I don't want to." I chocked out.

"You have to though." He mumbled.

I sighed pulling away from him. "I don't want to loose anyone else Luke." I whispered.

He sighed pulling me into another hug. "Eva just let go." He mumbled against my hair. "Or you will have to go to counseling."

"I need time."

"It's been weeks Eva."

"I know that!" I shouted, instantly regretting it as he backed away. "I didn't mean to shout at you... I just haven't slept well and I'm sorry."

"It's fine. Lets get back home, yeah?" He asked holding out a hand for me to take. I put my smaller hand in his and we walked back to my house.

As soon as we got through the door Michael engulfed me in a hug, separating Luke and I. I wrapped my arms around his neck, burying my head in the crook of his neck.