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Chapter Thirteen~ Panic! In The Morning

---Felix POV---

Ryan let out a quiet moan as he gasped for air.. I opened my eyes and I met his, those emerald green eyes - I swear, I could get lost in those eyes - staring back at me.

I think ....

I think that I might be falling for him.

The fireworks were coming to an end.

"Felix ... I ..." Ryan whispered as he came closer to me, his fingers grabbing my shirt tight. "I think I ... am in love with you ... "

My eyes widen of surprise as I heard those words slipping out of his mouth. I was not sure to what to answer, I could feel my heart beating faster for some reason. Ryan suddenly put his head in my chest and closed his eyes.

Fuck.

Now I'm sure he can hear my heart beats fasten and fasten as his body is touching mine.

I let my fingers caress his hazel hair. I felt his hands grabbing me closer to him. I smiled.

He is the first person ever making me feel this way. Making my heart going to burst, my stomach melting, my knees weak in front of him.

I don't care if he is a guy.

I don't care if he is gay, bi or straight.

I don't care if I am gay, bi or straight.

All I care about is that he is making me feel alive, making me wanna scream, dance and sing. And now, I have him in my arms, holding him tight in my hug. I will never let him go of this hug.

Is this love ?

Is this real love ?

It didn't feel this way with Marzia.

Ryan is funny, caring, cute, sweet, kind, crazy, childish, energetic, different, innocent, beautiful. He is just adorable.

He is special.

I grabbed his legs and carried him "bridal" style.

"Felix! What are you doing?" he giggled with his cheeks plain red.

"I'm carrying the person I love to our bed"

He looked at me surprised - and kind of panicked, or scared- "O-Our b-be-ed?" he stuttered. I got in the room and gently put him on the large bed. I sat on the top of him, my hands held his, our fingers intertwined together.

"Only if you want it too" I replied

"O-Oh, I ... don't m-mind" he said

"Then it's official. This bed is ours now" I smiled and leaned closer intending to kiss him again. As our lips met, I greedily started to making out with him, 'till he was out of breath.

"Felix, calm down" Ryan giggled. I smirked and started trailing kisses on his neck, licking and sucking him, every piece of him. I felt him shiver and moaning quietly. I smiled.

He is a virgin after all ...

I bit his neck and sucked hard making him bit his bottom lip struggling not to scream. My hands immidiately trailed under his t-shirt

"Felix ... t-this is too ..." I felt him shiver under my touch. I quickly took off his shirt and went on kissing his chest. My lips travelled lower and lower, until they met the buttons of his jeans. I quickly unbuttoned his pants and pulled them down to his ankles.

"N-No, Felix, this is going t-too far-r ..." he groaned. I detected panic in his voice. Ryan shouldn't be afraid of me. I would never do anything to hurt him.