The Life Of Destiny Winters

Chapter 4: This Week.

***TIME SKIP***

One week later

At this moment I am now sitting on the couch with Jake. Yes Jake, as in Jake Whitehouse. The one and only Jake that saved me from Austin.

To get you up to speed, they still havn't caught Austin yet. Thank god I havn't seen him since that night though. Hannah still hasn't came home. I am so worried about her. I have called her and txted her a million times. The police are in on this.

Aparently when Hannah was walking home after the party with Alexia, someone grabbed her and pulled her in a white van.

Alexia has been thinking that it is her fault that Hannah is missing. She told me that she should've done something more to help her but instead she ran away.

At first I was upset about that but then I realized that I probably would of done the same thing if it were my friend. The police has a lead though. You couldn't even guess who they think it is. (note the sarcasm) They got a couple of leads and they lead stright to Austin. I am so worried about her. What could Austin be doing to her. I mean its been a week already. I just hope they find her soon.

Now lets move on to me. Since this pass week have been very tramatic for me, I have gone back to my old habbits. Habbits? You may ask. Well I used to be depressed and I self harmed alot. Well since I have lost my mom and I may lose my sister as well I have been cutting myself again. The last time I cut was yesterday. I know that isn't a long time ago but it is for me. Well, I would have done it today but Jake found out yesterday. He gave me this long speech of how I am beautiful and I don't need to be doing that to myself.

Jake stayed over last night and has been keeing a close eye on me. I don't like it but then again I do. When I am around Jake i feel..... Uhh... What's the word.. Ah yes! Protected. Jake and I have bonded alot over the past week. I think I have gotten a little crush on Jake. Well, maybe not so little. Ok! It's a big one.

There is a problem though. Why would someone like Jake, so sweet, caring, and flawless. I find him so attractive. The thing is, why would he like someone like me? A depressed, cutting, ugly girl. He tells me all the time that I am beautiful but I think he only says that to make me feel better with myself. I am falling for him too hard and too fast.

I was startled out of my thoughts when Jake says, "let me take you out. Like, on a date. Just me and you. What do you say?"

Why would he ask me out on a date? Does he like me? No, he doesnt. He can't, right?

(A/N)

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*****QUOTE OF THE DAY*****

INSECURE: BUT IM STRONG

DUMB: BUT IM INTELLIGENT

UNNATRACTIVE: BUT IM BEAUTIFUL

ALONE: BUT IM LOVED

SAD: BUT I SMILE

NOT WHOLE: BUT IM HAPPY

BROKEN: BUT YOU WILL NEVER KNOW