MindTraps [ Anime Original Story. ]

2. Mind Reading.

The world is cruel but never to me.

Everyday I hear them say,"Omg, isn't Tadomi cool?"

"He's so cool, Kya!"

"No one can ever compare to him!!"

They might never say it, but I can hear it.

Everyday I'm forced to hear the thought of others and never have my own.

The world is cruel, but I can never truly know for myself.

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It didn't matter to Tadomi what people thought about him, but sadly he was forced to hear their mindless voices every second of everyday.

It's not like he asked to be able to hear people's thoughts, it was never a choice for him, never his choice.

The black haired male knew that he always had good luck, he was blessed, he was always meant to have good fortune in his life.

Everyone saw that, everyone but himself felt blessed.

Tadomi hated himself and his "gifts", one of them which he could not explain.

For as long as the male could remember he could look at people and easily tell what they are thinking, it's always the same thing every time even when he doesn't want to see or hear it.

It's always there.

Forced everyday when going to school or just going out to the city, it's always there, it's never ending.

'Tadomi-Kun is so cool!' He would offend hear.

'I don't care' He would think it himself, but he barely thought anything at all.

It's not like the male's thoughts mattered anyhow, no one listened and he believed that no one would care at all.

It was all too much work.

To have his own thoughts.

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I shall never be satisfied,

For I was never meant to be,

All my life planned out for me and me having everything I needed,

I'm slowly suffocating in all my blessings,

Blessing they call them,

They are the curses I have in my life,

Since day one I was blessed,

Hearing what other could never hear,

But I could never feel what the others feel,

Catching up with everyone else's thought it's too muck work,

But God never gave me a choice,

I am hearing God's children in my head,

And I'm slowly dying with each word that pops in my head,

Sometimes I wish I was dead,

Make the voices cease,

Or make them be the end of me.

In no time at all, Tadomi would be graduating, but his mind would still be full of the comments of others that wish to be like him.

How he wished they could see the real living hell his life was.

The classroom wasn't silent, even outside the male's mind he could hear their comments out on the open though it was better than in his head.

Sometimes people's words didn't match with what they truly thought, it was a pass time to guess what was true and what was false.

Watching boredly at his classmates as they continued to chatter on he looked outside at the door to see a rare sight.

A small girl, probably a grade below him, with white hair, white.

What a strange color, it couldn't possibly natural? He though in his head as this caught his interest.

Tadomi never fancied anyone, looking into their thoughts he didn't have to, they were all horrible people inside and out.

Searching through the many thoughts in his head, none seemed to match this girl.

Never had he been so curious about another person's thoughts, he usually did care but what if. . . .

As the thought crossed his mind he was left with a shock look in his eyes, what if I couldn't read this young girl's mind?

It couldn't be true, after all the suffering he had gone through his entire life he knew that everyone was mind was open for him to see and hear yet. . . .

The small underclassmen's thoughts weren't heard.

She was unreadable.

Her thoughts were not his to hear.

Tadomi felt a thumping come from his chest as he clenched his shirt at where his heart would be located, what was this feeling of somehow feeling he was alive?

Perhaps the feeling of being alive was just a trick as he prepared to die of an unknown disease but he was wrong.

He was most certainly alive, and this feeling was most certainly not death.

A unique person that is not effected by his gift, not allowed to see the mind of someone that he is interested in, what a rare girl this is.

The rarest girl in the world, a girl just for Tadomi, a girl just like him too.

A girl with depressing grey hair and crepes song grey eyes to match.

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1. Future Visions.
2. Mind Reading.
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