As I'm walking out of my school gates all the names get thrown at me like bricks, they all hurt landing right on top of me, it feels like I'm being quashed by names
"Run home to your mum you cry baby"
"Gees what a looser"
"Ew look at her"
"Is she crying, what a loser"
Tears are streaming down my face as I run home. Then all of a sudden I run into something, a person.
I instantly fall to my knees
"Watch it you loser"
It's jack, the most popular guy in school that everyone has a crush on , but not me
"S-sorry, I didn't see you there" I stutter
Then he yells
"I don't care just get lost, I'm not afraid to hit a girl!"
I pick myself up off the ground and start running again.
My house isn't that far away from my school, luckily.
As I approach my house I see my sister sitting in the front porch with her friends she's 8 and so are her friends.
I walk down the driveway and walk up the porch steps.
"Where is mum is she home?" I ask
"Yeah, she's insides" says Ashley
I walk through the front door my face stained with tears
I kick my shoes off once I walk in, I slump my bag down at the door the smell of food fills the air
Then I hear my mums sweet and kind voice.
"Makenzee is that you honey?"
Before I walk in I sniff and wipe my face, I can smell her cooking.
" hey mum, I'm home". I say quietly
"How was school sweetie?" She asks
A single tear runs down my face she turns around from the stove and sees me crying.
"Honey what's wrong?" She asks with a concerned face
" n-nothing, just a rough day at school" i say looking at my feet as I sniffle .
"If you ever want to talk to someone I'm right here for you". She says
She walks over to me and gives me a warm hug. I pull out of the hug and say
"I'm gonna do finish off some homework, call me when dinners ready"
" ok sweetheart " she says as she turns back to her cooking.
I walk up the stairs to my room and shut and lock the door behind me, I fall into my bed as I burst into tears again.
Why does everyone hate me?
What did I do to deserve this?
I have no friends
Words hurt
No one cares
No one listens
No one understands how much it hurts
Maybe I am a loser
Maybe I am fat
Maybe i am hopeless
The thought keep pouring in to my mind. I don't know what to do anymore.
