Its hard to have my life,the years I had to move away from my friends and family. I was born in new york and moved to florida at age eleven,thats when my life had changed, I have had these suicidal thoughts lately because family and sometimes relationships ending than being all alone.I've been having therapy lately to get rid of suicidal thoughts and to control my anger,I need lot of attention and love without that i'll start to change.I wish i could change my life, my friends have it easy they are in love and im not,my friend tell me its gonna be ok but i know its not every time I see a couple I just wish "man I wish i had someone to love",but in the end its my friends that have it easy. My mom and step dad are arguing and I have siblings to take care of,but they don't appreciate what I do for them and they never did, yet I still protect them so my life isn't as fun as it looks like. The only reason why I dont kill myself now is because I have people to wake up to, I have a sister thats gonna need a big brother and I have my best friends Liv,Kaleb,Ja Asia, and Nyla. So before you judge me take a walk in my shoes and experience the hardships I had to go through and if you do you will have nightmares about it.
