I feel like I have waves crashing in my lungs and I have fire burning through my throat, No it's not my cigarettes or my weed... It's these stupid fucking thoughts dawning over me I feel like I can't breathe, like I'm drowning, like I could just die right fucking here, I feel like I have lighting at the ends off my fingers because it hurts so fucking bad to clench my fists I have a fucking war beneath my heart and I have these roman warriors stabbing my stomach with their fucking knives Like I have a fucking thunder storm crawling down my cheeks and falling off of my jaw and when my stupud fucking tears land I can hesr them and everydrop makes me feel like I'm just this much closer to death I can hear something and I'm pretty fucking sure deaths knocking at my door