There will come a time where you can't find yourself. You don't want to socialize but you're scared to be alone. You want to cry but you're afraid to feel weak.
My miniature heart is longing for someone that I don't even know if he also misses me. I'm scared to assumed something that you aren't even sure.
I love you but I also love myself. I love you but I need to learn that you can't expect something or someone you love to love you back.
I still remember how you hold my hand and your signature smile flashed through the sunlight and how your glittering eyes mesmerize me.
I'm still holding even if it means giving up. I'm still holding because I know you're tired and giving up...
"I love you, and I'm not sure about anything,"
That was the last words you marked into my heart after you left. It's still tattooed into my soul and still give me faith and hope that you'll still come back to see me.
I know it's way too impossible but I'm still gripping the rope that leads to you.
"Mahal din kita. Bakit kailangan mo pang umalis?"
We sway with the trees after I say that and I almost laughed when you rolled your eyes.
"We have our own lives and priorities. Would you even run away with me?"
I want to slap my face that day for not answering you. I'm so scared. I don't even know if I deserve someone like you.
Tumakbo ako. Tinakasan kita. Alam kong galit na galit ka sa akin ngayon.
I will never forget how you make me feel during that Summer. It was enchanting. It was worth it. It was like a Paradise in Summer.
