After my show was over all of the other girls were giving me their usual dirty stares . Most of these girls here never liked me and I never understood why ? It never made sense too me we are all here to do one thing. Well most of us are either here to take care of their family ,or pay off their college tuitions,and others are just here because they just like to strip for their money .
I am here because I have been on my own since I was fourteen . My mom has always tried to take care of me but she was taken away from me when I was nine . My mom was probably the most bipolar person you could ever meet . One second she would be my warm hearted mother ,the next she was the woman who told me she hated me who told me I was too fat and ugly . Even though my mother put me through hell I always told her I loved her no matter how many times she claimed she hated me . She always told me I was worthless no one would ever care for a mut like me .
When my mother was taken away from me I couldn't go to my father because I never knew him . My mom would always tell me that I was the reason him and her broke up . She told me that he wasn't ready for a child . When my mother had me she was only 17 .She was scared and alone .
As I lived with my grandmother for 5 years she taught me how to be a kid . Living with my mom I got in trouble for simple things little kids do like playing too loud or just smiling at her .
" Yes it sounds very dumb, but my mother was a very cruel person too me ".
My grandmother taught me that it was ok too have fun . She taught me little things that would mean a lot to me in my life .So when she died that's when I went down hill .
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Well that was the first chapter hope you liked it !!And if you are wondering no one plays the girl there will just be images of her body and things that she is wearing I will describe her features later in the story . Even tho I didn't mention her name it is Nova West I may keep it I may not idk yet . Also vote and comment love you long time 💓
