iseuls pov:
it felt weird getting asked to go eat lunch with someone. especially someone i barely knew. my parents say i'm very shy. but i don't think i am. i'm just very awkward with people. i would describe myself as an introvert with people but i really do like going out!! either way i am always alone when i go out.
but being asked to eat lunch with namjoon was a just whole different and unexpected level. why? not to be rude but he's super loud. i didn't even know he knew me but he seems really nice though so i decided, why not give it a try. it'll be a new experience. after all i can write about how something more interesting happened to in my life in my journal and also tell my pet cactus :))
once i agreed, namjoon smiled revealing his dimple. i would poke his dimples anyday. then he began to make his way to the cafeteria and i followed after.
after we got our lunch from the line, and he talked about how good he is at rapping, he showed me to where he usually sat. i saw 6 boys. they were all different and unique in their own way. i observed all of them carefully.
one of the guys looked like a bunny. the other boy was playing with his arm that had two moles, which he squeezed it making it look like an elephant and made elephant noises which made me laugh. the other guy was laying his head on a guy with light red/orangey hair, the guy was probably sleeping. the one across from him was eating peacfully, i think i knew him. jin. and the one next to him was a guy who looked overly happy. they seemed quite interesting.
"hey guys this is iseul." namjoon said sitting down next to jin and the happy guy. wowow he left me standing here. definitely not awkward. i slightly bowed my head, still standing there awkwardly.
"sit anywhere." he added. i felt really uncomfortable since i didn't know any of these guys. i was starting to regret agreeing to eat lunch with namjoon. i thought it would of just been us two but it's six other guys so like??
so i decided to just do what he said and sat in between the bunny boy and the weird guy since there was a small space between them.
"hi." i whispered, taking a bite into my sandwich, avoiding eye contact. then i looked up diagonally to see namjoon staring at me. i awkwardly looked away.
"hello. my name is kim taehyung." the weird boy said cutely with broken english. i looked up at him, no regrets. he showed me his pearly whites. he had a rectangular smile and it was super cute.
after 10 minutes of lunch i was getting ready to shove the milk carton up my nostrils. turns out that they are really, really, really, really, really loud. plus really, really crazy, too. these boys did not care about a thing. neither did i though but i was not screaming and throwing banana peels. plus the boy named yoongi was still asleep and i wondered how he did it.
while they were yelling and roasting each other i just sat in silence, like my usual self. i was somewhat starting to regret sitting here again. i'd rather be in the library.
i have to admit though that being with these guys, its pretty cool even though i never talked throughout the all the conversations they has. they were so comfortable with each other, making me wonder why i don't have friends. i'm so amazingly awesome.
i slightly sighed, which was apparently loud enough for all of them to hear. they turned their heads towards me at the same time which i found really creepy.
"oh iseul, you're still here?" hoseok asked. i shot him a glare. was i really that invisible? i nodded either way a bit annoyed by him.
